Recap: I wasn't sure If I wanted to keep the child myself.....
"So your not sure if you should abort your baby?" The therapist asked
I nodded while wiping the tears from my eyes.
I felt like the baby would hate me because of what I said to Jay when I found out I was Pregnant.
~~~ I Had Finally Snapped out of that Very Very long Flashback.
I already Had the baby and she was Really healthy. Jays Twins were now 4 and In Pre-School. As for me, I still Hadn't got my Sweet Mariah back but She Is Still allowed to Face time me on the Weekends.
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Nyla Kayanni (K-aw-knee) Mariah's POV The Whip Lashed my Beautiful Light Colored skin. I Flinched because if I cried dads wife, Sierra would hit me even more.
"NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM YOU PIECE OF TRASH" Sierra Screamed at me.
Dad just sat there and watched. Her words didn't get me because my mom taught me that If you don't have haters you ain't popping. I ran into my room and sat on the side of the mattress because I didn't have a actual bed. I wish I could just live with my mom again but I could Face time her this weekend and tell her what's actually going on. Then she can take Emmanuel to Court and I can Live with her and Jay.
I hated my life. If this didn't stop, I'm gonna end my life.
