I'm dying. But no one knows. I do everything, as usual, go to the gym every day, eat well, read, have fun in the club, the whole nine yards.
Everything that I shouldn't be doing and yet I still do it. Why? Cause I would rather die knowing I lived my life on my own with my own choices than live every day wishing I could be someone else. Even today it almost happened, I felt it in my chest. But I swallowed the pain and kept moving forward.
I like making people smile, so I make jokes but it hurts... A lot. I wanna be the guy who has those few friends at the funeral, smiling thinking about what happened back in the day so I'm not gonna tell anyone. I'm not going to give in. Not till I know it's my last second. Even then I'm gonna smile and laugh cause I know I've lived my life the way I see fit.
But I don't want to die.
Because I want to have a future with him.
I don't want to die.
Because I don't want to leave him.
I DON'T WANT TO DIE!
Because I love him.
But I will...
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The Art of Second Chances (MxM) | WORKING TITLE (Coming Soon)
RomanceSpencer McAdams thought he had it all, a job he loves, great friends and a dominant that he can call his. But fate can be a real bitch sometimes. In a blink of an eye his boyfriend, his Master, his lover suddenly and unexpectedly dies. Since then he...
