Mystic messenger x male reader

zen x suicidal male reader

You always agreed with zen about his narcissist stuff and how he's handsome, and he's a poet who can charm anyone, but you were only agreeing with him beacause you thought lowly of yourself, you thought you were over weight and ugly and discusting for being gay, but the RFA was actually fine with you being gay, well except for jumin, hes always a jerk to you but you always agreed with him when he criticized you for your flaws, as of now you were going to zens house to help him with his acting and stuff like that, as soon as you got there, you knocked on the door patiently waiting for zen to open it, when he opened it he greeted you, "hello (m/n)." Zen says, "hello beautiful zen~" you greet happily, when you to where done with his acting stuff, you were asking zen to go to the restroom, "zen may I go to the restroom?" You asked politely, "sure." Zen smiled at you while blushing, you go to the restroom, (m/n)'s pov i smiled as I finally got to cut my arms again it felt good that this discusting body was finally put to use or was finally useful for something, I suddenly heard a knock on the restroom door, "(m/n), are you ok?" I hear zen say worriedly, I didn't respond and keeps on cutting my arm with the blade i had, "(m/n) I'm going in!" Zen says opening the locked door and has a horrified face when he had seen my blood trickling down both of my arms, "(m/n) what are you doing!" Zen shrieks as he got all of the toilet paper puting lots of it on my arms, suprisingly it worked and my bleeding stoped, I asked zen why he didn't let me die, "zen.... Why didn't you let me die?" I ask, "because! Did you really think i would let you kill yourself! Your important to the RFA your important to me!" Zen shouts trembiling tears coming out of his beautiful red eyes, I start crying as i hug zen shouting im sorry, "I-im so sorry zen?" I trembled, "its alright (m/n)." Zen says carrying me brendle style, putting me on his bed cuddling with me.

Okay I'm sorry i havent updated in a while school is tomarrow T~T sorry if I don't update