Rant

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  You know what? I'm done with people. Everyone, everything. I'm done with it! You guys don't know how hard I work everyday! I work so hard to keep my grades all A's so I don't get my phone taken away. I work hard on my art. I have to earn my money so I can pay for my phone!! And when I'm on here I think of it as a relaxing place where I can be myself and talk to people, read some amazing stories, etc. And yet, when I leave in the middle of a conversation for an hour or so people get mad. Did you know I talk to so many people my notifications are super fucking slow?! Did you know that my mother had a 10/10 stroke?!!?! She had the worst stroke ever and lived!!! She fucking lived but is now disabled. So I'm the one who usually helps her. So yeah, I'm busy a lot and my parents are strict or chill depending on the day. My lovely girlfriend takes up a lot of my time too. (I love you so much, this is not about you. You and a few others Are the only ones who I can stand)I feel like everyone hates me now-
I shouldn't have posted this...
I try to reply ya know...immediately anyway...but

I think I'll take a break from speaking to people but a select few. And about the contest? I'll continue that.

But I'm no longer gonna pretend to be cheerful and happy to meet new people. Or even talking to people unless it's genuine.

So are you happy now? You pushed me to my fucking limit. I bet you are. You pushed Blake to his fucking limit- Feel proud of your selves now? I bet you are.

But...I have a challenge.

If you guys can manage to get a reply from a dm from me I'll come back. So send me the most creative, funny, encouraging or whatever comment or dm you can imagine. And if I respond to yours well congrats I'll be back.

Bye.

I have school now.

I've been meaning to post this for a while...months even but I've finally had enough. Bye.

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