People say I'm not the hated one. Well I am. I try to be happy, but deep down, I'm really depressed. I pretend to be happy but I can't seem to be happy at all......*frowns* I feel like that one spongebob cartoon. I can't seem to be happy.......I really am trying, I pretend to be happy to make all you guys happy. But deep down, I'm just a sadsack that just needs to commit suicide, but every time I do. You as in my followers tell me not to. And the reason I am now is because I was forced into a relationship with this girl years ago, mistreating me, and such like that basically made me lose my faith and trust. I burn myself on my own heater because I feel so much pain inside me. Well now you know the true story..............
