It's fear. I'm afraid of myself. I'm hurting myself everyday. I can't handle it.
Everything I do. It turns into a nightmare... or a daymare... or both. I don't know what it is, but it scares me.
I really loved writing my own stories...or just think about it. Whether it's funny, sad or just... kinda creepy. When I was thinking about it, I was in my own world, I had control about what happened, I could let go of everything.
But that got a problem. If I'd tell this to my best friend or to my sister or anyone else they'd say I'm crazy or I'm just lying. So I can not say it. Not loud. And not if there's anyone around me.
I mean if there's a real person around me...
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Hey, guys!
This is gonna be my first story on Wattpad. I love reading on here but I' ve never tried writing something myself. And I never let others see what I wrote. So I can just hope you'll like my story.
