My Life story throughout Highschool;

First Day, Freshman Year.

Hi, my name is Xenia or know as Xen Rose Blackwood. No this isn't going to be one of those Cheesy teenage Journal entries where I write down my over exaggerated feelings about some boy that I love that doesn't like me back or how no one likes me at all and I'm a loner. If I wanted to do that I'd rather just write a song that could help me cope with my emotions. No, I'm not some crazy Gothic girl who is always depressed and sits alone pretending to be depressed and mourning about having no Friends. I love Art and Music these things have always been close to me. Anywhere from doodling when I'm bored or to singing in a choir or from just singing in the shower to having to create a masterpiece on a canvas no matter what these things always make me happy. I am just simple me and nothings gonna change that, well at least that's what I thought. 

 I entered Into my first class that morning tired, coffee loaded, and nervous. Math. This was my first class on Monday mornings for two periods and to start the first week of school struggling doesn't help with my ADHD. I was super happy to finally get back to my room after going to the art room, English 1, Spanish 1, conceptual physics, and my world history class. I collapsed on my bed ready to sleep, but quickly got changed into a flannel shirt and ripped jeans. I sat down on my desk with my computer blaring music looking over what I already had to do. I noticed it was 3:30 and so I rushed up to the performing arts center already late for Teaching the school play. As a Freshman, i was volunteering my time to help them get everything ready for the new play. An exciting story, The Mystery Of the Dearest Lora Hale. One Story that our Cast Director was so excited to do and had apparently been waiting for years to create and do the show on her own.

I see a pretty girl standing in the small Tech crowd with a foot cast on, long brown hair, and a flannel on. I get assigned to paint something with her and the first way she recognizes me is by calling me a Freshie. Her name was Jay Xavier, and she was the first Sophomore I talked to. That time spent with her on countless afternoons of being in her room created a friendship that I thought would never happen. She basically dragged me everywhere and we talked all the time either in person or on the phone. She was pretty cool and I thought I could get used to hanging out with her a lot. She was skinny, sarcastic, funny, and well herself. As more time went on I also noticed I could get along with her really well not to also mention that sometimes we would dress really similarly. She was really conservative ( more than me ), cared about the environment, and was an overall happy person who was super smart. 

I started hanging out in Jay's room more than I did in mine which did lead to a little bit of a separation from my class, but as I was apparently friendly with everyone I could talk to my whole class just fine so I still had good relationships in my grade. Dalia Hex Is a Smart, hygienic, tall, and high fashioned girl that I meet through Jay.  I had gone to the Camp that the school held since I was little and I enjoyed it so much every year that's where I had actually first meet Dalia but as she was a year older than me I didn't have much recollection of her.