My Life story throughout Highschool;

New Friends.

The First week did seem to be hard, but as I adjusted with my first roommate named Zara Villasen, who became just like my Sister it seemed to make everything easier. She made friends easily which was great, she was a great singer and dancer plus she was just so wholehearted and kind. It was her first time being away from home after a couple weeks she did experience some Homesickness but we got through it and together we've been having great days since. She had a dancing role in our school play and I was in the Background of the Play by doing Tech. As school and times with Zara passed on she became closer to the theatrics people and moved a little farther away from me but she's still always there for me when I need her.

Along with having a great roommate, a good amount of friends, and a good first week I was stunned when I first meet Itarsi Ravensong, Dear God was she pretty. She acts like she's not smart and is perfectly athletic and skinny. I meet her through all the classes we had together and we soon became friends throughout time. She has a fierce look with her eyes, yet the color in them is a subtle brown. She always knows the answer to a question and picks up any material you give her easily, and she tries to say that she not smart, but I can see through her act. We actually didn't really started hanging out that much until recently, but I had always thought that hopefully, she would like me. It was nice talking to her because she was so funny, yet respectful and it's hard to find someone who acts like that. I thought of a modern day High-school situation she was this really pretty girl that was super popular and I was just this awkwardly shy and tall girl that she saw around. In my Head, I thought even if she weren't to like me she'd be a great friend until I let my emotions run from my heart and get in the way of using my head.

I haven't noticed her without the sudden pounce of pretty eyes looking back at you. Yea her structure was breathtaking, but we would never really be together. I had better conversations with her through text messages than I could ever talk to her. I am totally one of the most awkward, shy, and easily blushing type of person you will meet, I mean sometimes I'm so awkward it looks like it hurts. I let my emotions run through my head and try to focus on whats important which can end up hurting me because I shut down anything that'll get me distracted.

My Thing is I look like a Gothic, depressed, leave-me-alone type of person a lot in fact. Since I'm so tall people think I'm intimidating more or less I don't think I am. I really have wanted to get my lip pierced, and get a tattoo, but that'll never happen. For right now all I have are my ears pierced and a leather jacket that I never take off and is way to big for me.