If I left now nobody would stop me but where would I go? Because I've never had a real home so what do I do now? So I can keep running and hiding until they found me but what would that do? Is if they can only know what I knew what would approve? I should have seen the writing on the wall instead of left of fall as a longer I'm away the more I stay the same looking back when I thought I knew it all instead I lost it all did I throw it all away.