Uthando Lwethu (Our Love)

I'm tired of this.

I called Bongz and told him What happened he said there's a small tavern in Khayelitsha that we can booze at.

I got dressed and told him to come to my aprtment when his done, I took the beauty's bag and told myself I need to return it.
We got to that tavern and drank the night away, I told the waiter to keep the drinks coming because I fear what needs to be discussed next week I've heard my mom talk marriage to me and I've ignored it a couple of times, I don't need an arranged marriage o just want that sexy beauty to be my girlfriend, I kept thinking about her and how she swayed her hips in the club and how it'd felt had I been the guy.
I'm still boozing the night away when I remembered that I'm drunk but this bag needs to go back to the owner.
Told Bongz I'm leaving but he said he'll just sleep over at his aunt's place around the corner so I left him there.
I'm drunk as shit but I'm still driving and hoping I get to "my baby" safely.
I got to the gate of the res and yesterday's security laughed at me and said "aksakfuni ne, ingakho udakwe ukunya nje angithi" I laughed and said "cha sbal umkami ke loyo nje" he laughed and opened the gate for me I struggled to get to her door, I stood there for a while asking myself what the hell am I doing but being the drunk fuck I am, I just knocked softly and the wasnt any response, I started banging the door and mumbling so loud "Lerato please open the door, I just wanted to see your face" I continued banging the door and mumbling at the same time, when she opened the door she looked extremely shocked to see me there

She asked me what I wanted, at first I figured I'd say "To see your beautiful face" but I just raised the bag in the air and said I just came to give you this.
She kissed my face like I was her boyfriend or her baby but she apologies and went somewhere not even sure where.

I figured the couch looked like a safe place for me to chill. Honestly I just sat on the couch and sleep took over from me. I woke up to a whole lot of screaming and laughing, my back hurts my neck hurts too where the hell am i?? I keep asking myself. This noise is annoying dammit can't peoole keep it down I have a hectic hangover shit.

I get up from the couch and look at my surroundings, I'm met with a couple of eyes starring at me with the mouths open. I see the face that is like to see for the rest of my life, Rato's face she's honestly so beautiful the friends are pretty too but she's just breathtaking.
"Sanbonan ladies, ninjani nonke?", I walk towards where they are and said "bengsacela you guys please decrease the volume of voices and laughs because I'm going through ibabalaz". Her one friend introduced herself so loud I felt like shaking the living lights out of her "I'm Sno" she yelled, "There's Lisa and Tooli" I greeted them back.

I asked to talk to Lerato on the side just so that we can clear the air, I was so nervous, I felt such a hectic spark to pull her close and hug her but I remained level minded.
"Lerato, I'm so sorry for barging in your apartment like I did last night, I was so drunk and I honestly don't know why I came her besides bringing your bag, it won't happen again"
She looked at me in the eyes I thought she's about to slap me or cuss me but she just smiled and said "it's okay Zaks I hope it won't happen again"

I then walked out there and bid my goodbyes to the rest of the friends and headed to my aprtment.