STORY OF MY LIFE

GOD MY SAVIOUR

All my life i never knew about this living being GOD.i always thought to myself "who is this Lord i am hearing about. "i schooled in a primary school(middle school) which i was never taught anything like GOD i only knew Him as a person who helped the Israelites out of Egypt but that i was taught in C.R.E(christian religious education). i never had a personal relationship with my GOD. we thought that He was only a myth we are always taught about i was always down to earth. at home it was even worse, i always knew every secular and who sang it and every word in it. My family is not that religious due to some violence my mom didn't ever step in church.so we were also forced to stop going to church so i didn't even had the little clue about God. the good thing is that i never joined a cult or entered devil worship i was just look worm. all through my primary school life i never knew GOD at all i was always dark and alone that i started filling that empty space with secular world things i felt secure in there.i finished my primary school with good grades to go to high school you know i always thought it was always my strength. i got to a good high school a good respected, high ranked one. i had many friends some were good company others were bad company but hey i didn't even care as long as i had friends i knew i had power to do anything. one thing that i am always thankful is that even though i didn't know who God was i never got into drugs or anything worse. i was taught to choose my friends wisely once i remembered that i started selecting my friends one by one according to behaviour ,character, personality and etc. after that i erased bad company in my friend list. i had friend who were humble and still loved me even though the consequences and also understood me.as i continued i was pulled to know who GOD was and finally my life question began to be answered and i started to have knowledge who GOD was and how he impacted in my life. i began to love Him. i am afraid this didn't last long i was just pulled down by my peers.it happened most of the times that year i couldn't stand and be who i was and accept my life fully with GOD i was always so afraid to confess that i was saved.i got saved like four times as i backslid i wondered if i wasn't maent to experience GOD'S love in my life.