Rose's POV:
My girlfriend and I were just chilling on the sofa the other day, Wednesday I think it was, while we had fifth harmony songs playing as we were scrolling through social media. I was stalking Camila Cabello's twitter which is no surprise really, when my girlfriend starts looking at something on her phone screen with a frown. She was scrolling through photos on Facebook of a girl who I didn't know, but I couldn't stoping thinking how gorgeous and sexy she was! Was it wrong of me to think about wanting to kiss this unknown girl while my girlfriend is sat right next to me? I had a feeling that something had happened between my girlfriend and the beautiful girl in the photo, so I decide to keep my cool and ask calmly whats going on.
"Hey babe, who's that?" I ask with a warm smile.
"Oh its just my ex at a party, isn't she pretty?" she giggled while showing me a photo of the most attractive person I've ever laid eyes on.
"Yeah she looks alright, I guess..." I say while giving her a cold shrug.
"Whats wrong bab-" she starts to say before I stop her words with a passionate kiss, in an attempt to shift my thoughts onto my own girlfriend rather than that perfect girl in the photos.
We wake up the next morning in each other's arms, but I cant help but think about how much better it would be being in the arms of that girl she showed me yesterday! I cant seem to get her out of my head, her perfect glasses and perfect face, and perfect hair! Everything about her is perfect! I just want to be with her, I want to meet her and see how great she is in person! Although I know she's way out of my league, I'm just a loser who cant stop obsessing over a random girl who is 2 years younger and I've never even met before. Whats wrong with me? I kind of feel that I would be much happier with this mysterious girl, as my girlfriend is often mean to me and puts me down, and she doesn't accept me for the crazy things I do. I'm often apologising to her for being 'an embarrassment' in public and she often threats to break up with me if I don't stop making baby penguin noises. Maybe thats why I cant get this other girl out of my head, because I think she's a much better person I don't know? A strong part of me just feels complete while I think about this girl I know nothing about of yet I'm so certain she's everything I've ever wanted. I know that she's all I'll ever need and want too. She's everything I've ever dreamed of, spent countless hours thinking about and she's the most perfect person I've ever seen. I have to meet her. I have to marry her. I have to. Should I break up with my girlfriend to be with this still unknown girl? I don't even know her name. There's no way she'll want me, I'm a mess.
How do I tell my girlfriend I don't have feelings for her anymore? That I never really did?
