When someone tells you what's Love. You sit in silence because everything you thought was love has walked out in one touch. But you say I can give you an example thinking you have an idea. You say it's when the other person is all you think about. The reason you wake up the next day. That pressure in your chest when you see their face. Then you glance away and need space to breathe. You think to yourself have I been in love or is this an image I see in movies. It takes you a minute to truly think.
Time goes by slowly
All you're friends are in love
And you're alone in the dust hoping someone will come sweep you up
You ask your friends if you're ugly If you're getting chubby
If you need to lose weight for someone to ask you on a date. Should you wear makeup To hide your natural face. And they just say to wait, he will come you just have to be patient and to just worry about your education.
But you just want to be cared about. You want to feel complete you want that attention. Like a baby wants it's milk. It's more like a need more than anything. But you tell your friends you don't need a man but that's all part of the plan you don't want them to see that you're hurting because they will think your weak you have to keep your guard up sweetie.
Waiting for the perfect guy to come will make you feel numb. You will have nothing better to do. You will start to breakthrough. How can you love someone when you don't love yourself. Your insecurities start to rise it's like trying to cure a disease but you don't know what's causing it.
Then you find someone that's starts to make you heart pump again. But you can't Confess how you feel just yet. All you're friends know you lying because when they mention his name you're mood has been enlighten. It's like driving a car without a license. You're on a endless drive and you're frightened. You're afraid of rejection just the thought becomes a obsession. That fear that you wear that feeling that it will never disappear ..yeah I've felt it
It's the blood rush when you see your crush
But you waited so long to know that he liked you all along.
