She sighed as she played a song that related to her the most in a certain way. She smiled though once it started to play. She mumbled the song to herself because she's always self conscious about singing aloud. She smiled and hummed the whole somg messing up a little. She played this often a enough to remember most of the words but not in order. She thinks of someone she cares deeply about while humming. She is upset about it but clearly happy, happy and upset at the same time. She didnt need to hide how she was feeling at this moment since she was alone. She sighed again, knowing she had important stuff to do but she just laid on the bed playing the song.
She sadly got up and went through her bag to find her homework, headphones still in. She grabbed out her math and Science homework. She started on the math since she onky had a few questions and could get it done easily. She began to do it, regrettingly. She knew she was most likely wrong, not sure if it was completion or accuracy. Once she feels she's done good with math she starts with the science.
She can now relax since she's finished homework. She checks her phone to see no new messages. She sighs and decides to make a rookie mistake. She texts the person she was thinking about while listening to her song.
She was paniced thinking of all the thing that would happen. All the bad things that could happen. None of the good things. She sighed and went to YouTube to distract her mistake. She played a video and her phone buzzed. She quickly checked what it was, hoping it was the person she was thinking of. She sighed and played her YouTube, as it was only a notification for tumblr.
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She hissed pulling herself up from her bed grabbing the back of her neck trying to ease her pain. She had another restless night and could only press her back against the wall to try to wake herself up. She looked at her phone for a moment before grabbing it to check her notifications and the time. To her it was 6:10 am, she sighed only having 39 minutes to get ready for school and work.
Scrolling through her chats. She stopped at her chat with someone she cared about. A small smile coming to her tired face at the picture the girl gave herself. The last day she had talked to her was Wednesday, two days ago. She wanted to talk to her, she bit her lip nervously. She had brought up the idea of them working on a project together, because she missed her. Yet now once again, she felt dumb for being to scared to continue a normal conversation.
She scrolled back up to see a conversation that she shared with someone else. Opening that chat, she looked over it before closing it again. She looked down at the picture that made her smile. Taking a screenshot she giggled. "That is the sexiest pencil I have ever seen." She said to no one as she sat in her dark room. She wanted to tell her that but was still scared of the outcome.
Looking at the time, it was 6:17 she had to take a shower. Biting her lip again she closed out of her app going to another one. She looked over the stories she wrote, making a note then going to her news feed. It's funny how she's stalking her stalker. Looking at her time again, she was sure she was going to break skin from how hard she was biting her lip. 6:22, her mind was a mess with other thoughts, she did want someone to talk. She thought it would be best to at least try.
When she opened the chat she shared with the girl. She was taken aback and blushed smiling brightly. Sending out a text of her own she blushed, then like a child she ran off feeling a lot more excited about the day. Though her fear was still there. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A/N: Oka: *excited bouncing* Hey y'all, this is a small book Estrealla and I are working on together. ❤ I'm really happy about it and love what she wrote so far. We hope you enjoy and if not. *shrugs* Sorry, your lose.
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