Broken Heart Repaired (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

-Lana's POV-

(Saturday 3:00pm)

I woke up staring at the pool of sunshine that flood in my bedroom. I know. I wake up extremely late on Saturdays. Duh, that's the point of Saturdays, lol. I hopped out of bed and went to brush my hair and teeth. I walked into my father's room. "Hey dad" I say in my morning voice. Lol. Then I remember, he's sick at the hospital. I burst out crying and ran back into my room. I pick up my blades quickly and I slice my wrist, watching my blood drip down my wrists slowly. I look around in my blurry vision caused by my tears swelling up in my eyes. I feel the familiar sting. I go to the bathroom and clean my wrist and hands. I take a shower praying that my father will get better soon. I get out and dry myself and put on favorite sweatshirt on that quotes "It's amazing how we survive life." I prepare some eggs with ham and pour myself a glass of apple juice. I eat peacefully but then I remember about the party. "Oh shit" I thought to myself. I put on a aqua colored dress with a sweetheart neckline. It went up to my knees and I put on black high heels. Tbh, I haven't put on a dress since my mother has left me and my father. When she used to buy my pink and purple dresses and brushed my hair every morning. A tear fell down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away. I let my hair loose with it's waves at the tips. I put on pink lipstick and put on black winged eyeliner. I took a long time because I have never done this for a man or alone. But I am trying to impress Ryan James so what the heck. I grab my keys and black wallet purse on the way to Ryan's house. I park my car when I arrived and ringed the doorbell. The door opens and I see a handsome guy smiling at me as he let's me in. "Hey Lana. You look great." he says. "You too. Umm...lol" I reply. "Wanna go upstairs?" he questions me. I wasn't sure about it. But my stupid thoughts about how this was my only chance with him interfered. I went upstairs with him and we sat on his bed. It was awkward at first but then he broke the ice and kissed me. I quickly kissed back. We conjoined our tongues and he started kissing down my neck, then he started unzipping the back of my dress. I broke the kiss and shaked his hand off my dress. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Well,undressing you." he replied with a smirk.😏 "Oh..sorry but no" I said. "I thought you wanted this." He said. "No. Just a kiss. And maybe true love." I said. " Not some fake love for only a douchebag who wants to fuck me and then fuck all the other girls in school. I think you even have already fucked half the girls in school. Leave me alone. I'm so happy we are graduating next week so I wont have to be stuck with you anymore." I yelled. "Leave! You ugly ass bitch. Me too. You wont be able to get a dick at all in life." He yelled back. He pushed me out his bedroom door. "Maybe when you fucked all the girls in school, you'll start sucking dicks!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs and opened the door and ran out into my car. I drove off to a bridge. I'm done with this shit.

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