Author note: so this is a first chapter enjoy it! xx
Becca xx
Whore,slut,nerd,ugly... all those names are chasing me past two years and every day they hurt me more and more.Ever since i came in Homles Chapel my life is living hell.My parents think every things fine but deep down inside me I'm torn.I have no friends,boyfriend... I have no one to talk to,Im feeling unloved,lonley broken...and the worst thing is that i can't tell anyone about my problems because that would just make things worse :/
You're just a small bump unborn,
in four months you're brought to life,
You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes,
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can, but for now your scan on my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months, you're brought to life ...
''Uh,just 5 more minutes'' Its Monday,and the hell begins.I hated school and i was never esger to start the day.I pull the duvet off and wandered to bathroom. washed my hair and wrapped towel around my body before going back in my room. I sit in front of mirror and wondering what should i do with my hair today?On the end i decided on every day hairstyle.I comb my long brown hair and dry it.I walked over my wardrobe and pick up some jeans and cold-play shirt.
I walked downstairs and find my mum making some pancakes and dad reading news papers.''Oh my...''my mum wisperd quietly.She never approved my fashion sense.She was more like barbie doll,just older."why are you wearing this?she ask me."what do you care how do i dress?Its not like you are gonna wear this?"she just looked me with mad look."don't talk with your mum like that.And hurry up,I'm driving you in school today."Great,that's what i need an awkward conversation with dad."yeah,okay,whatever."with that i just walk out the kitchen and go in the car,put my headphones and turn the music."so what are you listening?" "Ed Sheeran"I could see that my dad wasn't interesting in music at all he just want to talk about something."by sweetheart se you after school?""yeah whatever"I walked out the car and step at the school yard.He left me infront school and leave.So now the hell begins.As i walked dow the halls evergbody stared at me like Im a monster or something.But you get use to it.as i walked in the class and sat in the right corner the bell ring and other students came in the class.
"Oh isn't this little tramp?"Husky voice behind me wisperd in my ear."Leave me alone,okay?"no! why does he have to have every single class like me?why he didn't change them? "what if I don't wanna leave you?will you go to your daddy and cry?"I cant believe how can he be such a dork.. ugghh i hate him.''Styles just don't talk to me anymore okay?we don't have to even look at each other.And no i won't go to my dad I don't cry like you do!''By the time i said that I didn't realized how much people gathered around us but then the teacher came in the class so everybody return to their seats. ''see you after school McCarthy'' oh shit this can't be good.the rest of the day I spend in the library hiding from the rest of the world.okay mostly from Harry and his crew.
So let me tell you something about them:Harry is the most stupid,irresponsible guy that i ever met.He think that every girl have to fall for him or he will make her life as miserable as he can.I can't believe that some girl can be so stupid and fell for him.I mean yes he have cute curls and dimples and... omg what am i saying? no he doesn't have anything nice he is just a selfish bastard.I think a bigfoot would be better boyfriend then Harry.okey.okey enough with Harry.Is Louis gay? he is with Harry all the time. I even heard them call weird nicknames like Boo Bear or some think like that.Isn't little that strange?I think so. Okey now Zayn. He is so vain.I'd never seen him without mirror or some reflection thing so he could see him self.Yes he is one of the most popular boy in school just like Harry. I even don't know why.Liam he is good i guess. I never had a fight wit him he is always behind just like Niall.i think Niall and Liam are the normal ones i the crew.So enough about them.
Next class is Music.This is my favorite class I really don't know why but its just relax me.And yes Harry is in this class two but I don't care.''well,well,well what do we have here?''Harry again,swear that i will kick his ass if he spoke to me ever again.''Harry just go,i don't wanna talk to you of your little friends okay?never ever ever again!''.''McCarthy don't be like that.I know you love talk to me,you just can't live without me''he had that cheeky face.''yeah my life would be nothing without you...By Styles!'' I turn around and just walk away I can't stand him anymore.The teacher came in the class and said that next time we will do something in pairs.Oh the joy -.- When the class finished i rushed home.''Hay Honey,how was in school today? my mom shouted from kitchen.''Hy yeah it was fine.I'm going to my room if anybody need me.'' I walked in my room and play Drunk by Ed Sheearn.I check Facebook and Twitter.Same old,same old...I took a quick shower go to sleep.
Author Note:okay here is the frist part,please forgive me for the mistakes.Please comment and tell me what do you think.I know its short but the next part will be longer.Love you all and i hope you enjoyed! :)
Becca xx
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