I hate many people,but the person I mostly hate is myself I have been abused by my ex boyfriend
and have been called many mean names. I have tried to hang myself many times but it just never worked.I have been deppresed for almost 5 years.I have cuts on my arms and burns,whitch I'll tell you about later ."Dylan,time to get up for school!" my mom said,"Ugh I hate school!" Well,too bad ure gonna miss the bus."
Oh and I'm a girl by the way. I have been single for almost a month. The last boyfriend I had was a big druggie and always smoked with me I had to, he made me do many things I never wanted to do but I didn't want to dissobey because he was in a gang.Then I caught him making out with this ugly ass bitch. So I ran away. Why go out with another guy if you're afraid he's
gonna cheat on you?
I picked this dress that was black and gold and put on red leggings no,i am not goth.Then i recieved a text. From my best friend Luke.
Hey r u going to my house ton.?-Luke
I replied right just gotta finish a quiz after or my mom will kill me.-Luke
K:)-Luke
He's called me beautifull many times but I never belive it.
"Kay bye mom!"
"Bye sweetie"
Then i walked to the bus stop and saw Luke
"Heyyy beautifull"said Luke
"HEyyyyy Luky"I smiled.
Then school ended and I walked with Luke.He took my hand and entangled his fingers through mine.He's the kind of guy that I have a silence with that's not ackward."So,there's a dance coming up."Luke said."Oh really?,I guess I forgot." "Yah,I was hoping if Shianne was gonna come with me but I haven't asked her yet." he said with hopefullness in his voice."Well I say go for it."I smiled.Then we walked out of the car."Hi Dylan!" Lukes mom greeted me when I walked in."Hi Mary"I smiled."Mom we're gonna study in the basement for a couple hours." "Okay let me know if you guys get hungry" She said as she walked away. "Okay,let me see you're arms." He sighed taking my arms.Luke knows about my arms.He always comforts me about it. "See,no new cuts." I weekly smiled. "Good." he said "So, Shianne huh?" I said. "Uh,ya about that....",he scratched his head. "I wanted to tell you something. Remember when you asked me if I believed love?" I thought about it for a moment. "Ya?What about it?" Ever since that day,I liked you in a way you wouldent think I would."
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Lukes P.O.V
I couldent read her exspression.I didn't know if she was suprised,mad,or,thankfull.But whatever exspression it was she was she did a good job hidding it. "I don't know what to say, Luke"She stammered. "Look,we know that I've know you for more than five or six years.Why don't you like me back?" "I,gotta go"Dylan said as she was gathering her things. "Wait,(I said grabbing her arm)where are you going?" Dylan bit her lip. "Home,I need time to think all of this through...You do know that I like you,Its just that,everything we did together you liked me?" She asked. "Ya...I just didn't know the right time to tell you.I like the way yyou bite your lip,the way you laugh,the memories we've shared together,evrything." "I,I have to think all of this through,ok?" She said motioning me that she's gonna leave. "Ok."
Dylans P.O.V
"Hey,mom"
"Hey sweetie!How was school?" Mary said cutting some fruit(for snack)
"Erm,fast!"I said trying to change the conversation."Um,I have homework to do." I smiled walking away.
"kk! be sweetie." I rolled my eyes. I took my laptop and heard it buzz to life.I went straight to my facebook and saw thrity likes on my new picture.(Told you people think I'm pretty.)I mean what is wrong with people?I'm not pretty!! Then I looked at the comments,WTF!!!!!
Eyyy pretty face love the blond hair and sexy blue eyes pm ure body:)-Sam
Eewwwww!!I rolled my eyes as I typed in,Jee thanx get a life **perfert**-Dylss
I don't know whatt to do about Luke,I mean he's my best friend I never thought he liked me...Mabe I should give him a chance,I mean he has blond hair too,but brown eyes and wavy hair that I love to put my fingers through...Okay,maby I do have a tiny crush on him.But my heart is probley going to be broken just like the other guys I dated.Well I guess there's pros and cons for every situation,but Idk.I decided to message him on facebook.
Hey Luke,come by on our swingset,5:15 ASAP-Dylss
*Message Sent*
Lukes P.O.V
I shouldn't have told her that I liked her.But I haven't told her in many years,I thought I should have told her but I guess she didn't feel the same way. "Hey"Dylan said sitting on our swing set.
"Hey,so uh,have you thought about it yet?"I said nervously."Yup,Luke,you've been my shoulder every time I cry because of the guys Ive dated.You've been my everything from when we were kids to 15 year olds.I have been depressed for many years,all because of my life and the people who hate me,and this whole time I didn't realize that you have been the guy that Ive been looking for!" A tear fell on her cheek. "I've decided to give you a chance." I smiled. "Thankyou." I said, "You won't be dissapoinnted."
Dylans P.O.V
I decided to come over since were boyfriend and girlfriend now.Plus, our show is on. *Ding dong*"Oh,hi Dylan Luke is in his room." Lukes mom said gesturing for me to come in. "Thank you" I said smiling. "Hey Luke" I said opening the door. "Hey" he said focused on his computer. "Erm,our shows on..." I said waiting patiently."Oh ya,"He turned off his computer,staring at me. So,I stared back.He went closer to me,and said,"You don't know how long I've liked you." His lips went onto mine,then suprised our tonges danced with each other,our lips went together,me pulling him onto his pillow,taking off my sweater,him taking off his shirt."I love you"he muffled. "I love you too."
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Dylans P.O.V
I was so happy after I left Lukes house.He was perfect for me.I just don't want people knowing about us....He and me,I don't know,Luke is popular and I'm just a blonde girl with blue eyes that is a slut,and only wants a cute face. "Oh,hi mom."I said startled."Do you need something?"I asked as she was standing in my doorway. "Ya,you seem happy?Everything okay?"She smiled. "Ya." "Allright,(she sighed)dinners ready if your hungry." "Okay,thanks mom." "Yup." *************
I logged onto facebook.
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ChickLitEvery where I would pass,I would be called hoor,slut,bitch,and many other names.What do you do when your bieng treated like this?I have cut's starting from the bottom to my ancle all the way to my neck.I couldn't take it any more.Why live?Nobody car...