Desperate.

Chapter Two

    Ok, this chapter is going to be quite short as, well, No time for long story o. This is basically all said from Marianna's perspective. Kinda like reflecting in a way. Anyways enjoy o.

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  As I sat down in my living room, I remembered that tomorrow is my birthday. Yayyyyyy?  Not. My birthday is by far the most boring day in my life. I cannot even remember the last time I celebrated my birthday like any other normal person. Nope, not Marianna.
The only exciting  thing about that day is the fact that I get to read, watch T. V and sleep.Oh and eat. A lot.
Wait, that is the only thing I do on my birthday. It has no meaning at all anymore. *Sigh* Heaven knows how much I want that day to just pass as quickly as possible. This ovbiously is just going to end up being another of those birthdays. That being said, I got up and went to the fridge to make some noodles and pass the time. I wish with all my heart that  I could just time  travel past tomorrow. The day I complete 22. Twenty-two whole years of my life. Maybe if I could meet my creator now, I will ask why He even let those "parents" of mine cross my path at  all. Ever since the day, two years ago I discovered I was adopted. Well you can say I was fostered. *Sigh* I remember it like this morning.

"Mum? Dad? I'm hooome"

Not suprisingly,  they are not home anyway. I can say I am an orphan and I won't even be lying. Like, what exactly is the point of giving birth if the child is literally alone all the time?

"Well, I'll just find something to do then"

"How about I find a book in the library?"

Yes, my family has a library  in the house. We are that rich.

"Ok. Fiction, History, Oh this one then"

As I try to take it  out, it falls and some papers fall out .

"What do we have here?  Oh it's a letter. To my dad!"

But I am not prepared for what I see

Perkins,
                
                  It's been a long time hasn't it brother? So so long. I'm sure you thought you could run away from me, but you are wrong. Terribly wrong. Anyways, inside this big box you think has a T. V or something is more precious than Diamonds. This holds something I want you to take care of, very well. Inside this box, is a tiny four year old girl, Marianna Kayori. Don't worry, she is on sleeping pills and will wake up tomorrow.
           But she has to have the best of everything. Make ample surety of that. I'll be back.

                                                               Sincerely,
                                                    Me. You know who this is.
   
"No. No. Nooooo!" I can't even scream loud enough.
  

I cannot believe it. For sixteen years, they kept that kind of a big secret from me. I deserve to know! I deserved to know!!  So I would have gone on.living a big lie. Well at least that explains why I have literally been bringing myself up.

I cried till I couldn't anymore. It was just too much. Too painful to believe.

"Marianna, why are you crying?"

Without a word, I handed her the letter. She took just one look at it and turned pale.

"So it's true. It's actually. True. You couldn't tell me."

"What's going on you two?"

"You two are what is going on. I am adopted or rather fostered or even kidnapped. And you couldn't even tell me. Ursula and Perkins could you? "

"Marianna my dear-"

"Don't even call my name anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR MY NAME FROM ANY OF YOU ANYMORE!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!

"Marianna, You will not shout at your mothe-"

"She is not my mother!! Do you hear me?!"  I couldn't scream loud enough.

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"All my life, I wondered why you couldn't show me love. Now I know that I was nothinf more than a burden to you. Just something dropped on you to take care of......"

"That's it. I'm leaving. And I'm never coming back."

"Marianna!" My mom- Ursula screamed. "You cannot just leave. Consider me Marianna."

"Consider you, or consider the fact that  you are  scared of whosoever that person is that promised to come back."

"I don't care about you anymore!'"

And with that I walked out the door. Of course, I didn't forget to slam it... I mean, (effect people??)

So, ovbiously, this birthday is going to be the same as all others.
     With a sigh, I settled to sleep.

I had no idea how wrong I was.