Chapter 1

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ATTENTION: If you dont read the song lyrics you will get confused!

Book Status: Edited

“Mommy, please! Answer me! Mom! I need you!" She looked at me with her beautiful hazel, green eyes that I'd have to endure for the rest of my life having them myself, as they slowly drifted closed.

“I love you baby." she said as her breathing labored.

“Come here sweetie." I walked closer to her afraid to hurt her as years rushed down my face. I softly whimpered

“Mommy?" She softly wiped a tear away and held my cheek. In her other hand she held the locket she's worn her entire life.

“Take this, baby and remember me forever." Her voice now a whisper and her breathing labored, she put the locket around my neck and kissed my cheek.

“Please be a good girl Charlotte."

“Can you sing for me mommy?" She gave me her beautiful smile and said sure. She sung the one song I would cry to every night and relate to every day.

I dreamed a dream in time gone by

When hope was high and life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid

So dreams were made and used and wasted

There was no ransom to be paid

No song unsung no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night

With their voices soft as thunder

As they tear your hope apart

And they turn your dream to shame

And still I dream she'll come to me

That we will live the years together

But there are dreams that cannot be

And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be

So different from this hell I'm living

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed

The dream I dreamed."

Understanding every word my tears fell harder.

“No mommy don't say that, it's not true!"

“I'm sorry baby, it's true. I love you so much." As she says these final her eyes drift completely closed.

“M-mommy?...Mommy please no!" I sobbed into her shirt and kissed her face before walking into my room. Im a simple seventeen year old girl having the thoughts of a matured thirty year old woman. I pondered my thoughts and realized I'm not the only one to worry about...what about Hunter? I ran into his room and found him asleep in his bed. At least he's completely oblivious not having to grow up as fast I do right now. This is the start to parenthood for me... 

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Hello my Cats, I'm so sorry it started out so sad but as it goes on I promise it will get better but far from now.

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