sorry.
a word i hear all too often.
you hear it when someone does something to you on accident.
sorry.
when you become rejected..
sorry.
people are so fucking stupid sometimes.
no one ever means it anymore when sorry comes out of their lying mouth.
tears start spilling everywhere.
a lake beneath your heaven as it becomes black.
you can't see anything.
sorry.
your breathing ceases.
maybe this is how it was meant to be.
sorry.
you fall to the ground.
sorry.
your eyes have become a waterfall, and the ocean beneath is your mouth.
you're drowning. you can't breathe anymore. maybe my inner demons were right. i don't deserve a sorry anymore.
you've experienced this feeling too much. their words?
sorry.
sorry, sorry, sorry. that's all they fucking say.
even when they say shit to hurt you.
they always mean to hurt you yet the never want to admit it.
oops, sorry! i never meant it.
razors cutting clean into your skin.
red is all you see, it taints your skin and maybe your eyes. it is all that you see.
this waterfall becomes red as the ocean dies with it.
again, again, again.
oops, sorry!
last breath, falling down in slow motion.
maybe i should've thought this through. a cloud of emotions storm your thoughts as you realize... maybe i should be apologizing.
sorry. this was stupid.
aww, sorry, did that hurt?
pills burn as do your throat. the vodka goes down with.
the satisfying tinge. this is not my life anymore. but did i really want this?
no one ever means it anymore when they say sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm so, so sorry.
if i could change the way i perceive these words and make them into beauty, i would.
but nothing ever changes, and for that?
i'm sorry
