Change

- Part 12 - Change -

“But I like her Tinus” I heard Mac saying. “Say it to her” Tinus said. “She has it difficult and what if she don’t like me… she said she has no feelings” Mac said. “Somewhere deep in her she has feelings and I think she really likes you” Tinus said. I saw Mac nodded. I go to the river again and they both came down. About what girl they were talking? Not about me ofc. I hope not about another girl…wait what am I saying? Wtf y/n! Stop thinking that! “Hey” Tinus said. I smiled and sit down. “Uhm I have to go to the toilet, see you in a few minutes” Tinus said. “Okay” Mac and I said. “So uh…what has Tinus to say to you?” I asked. “Nothing special” he said and gave a little smile. I looked down and playing with my feeds in the water. “I have to tell you something” he said. I looked at him. “What is it?” I asked. “I Uhh… i know you don’t have that much feelings BC of what all happened…and yeah…uhm...i… I actually really like you” he said. “I like you to Mac” I said and smiled. “No i… I love you, for a very long time” he said. I froze… they were talking about me… and he’s in love with me? I couldn’t say anything. I stand up and just ran away… I ran into Martinus. “Hey what’s wrong y/n” he said. “Nothing” I said and then ran away again. I go home and lay in my bed. No feelings….no feelings…no feelings!! I keep it repeating in my head but it comes more and more… but there it comes… all tears… why tears? Happiness, sadness… why I said nothing to him? I’m so dump!!! You love him y/n!!! I don’t care anymore if I have feelings or not!!! I love him and that’s the point! Omg what have I done? I left him there… I get up again from my bed. Do my tears away and begin to walk to the river again. When I was there, I saw Marcus but not Martinus… and who’s that? A girl, is she from school? I go closer and see Mindy… they’re coming closer to each other… and they kissed… my heart broke...