I wish I could tell
The person I am
If I wasn't lost
In the ocean of pretend
I lied too much
It hurt you and me
Because it hurt me before
When you stab my back
I cared too much
My heart broke to pieces
I'm too lazy to pick it up
For nobody ever thinks the good of me
I'm fake I admit
I never trusted you
I never should
Now I'm alone and distant
I did this
I did horrible things
Countless of times
Until I lose myself
I forget myself
Who I once was
Afraid to reach help
For I have been cursed
Cursed to be alone
Cursed a broken heart
Cursed a heart of stone
Cursed to fall apart
And I'm trying
To find the light
But now I'm flying
Through the edge of night
And I murmured below my breath
What a way to be alive
