I wish I could tell
The person I am
If I wasn't lost
In the ocean of pretendI lied too much
It hurt you and me
Because it hurt me before
When you stab my backI cared too much
My heart broke to pieces
I'm too lazy to pick it up
For nobody ever thinks the good of meI'm fake I admit
I never trusted you
I never should
Now I'm alone and distantI did this
I did horrible things
Countless of times
Until I lose myselfI forget myself
Who I once was
Afraid to reach help
For I have been cursedCursed to be alone
Cursed a broken heart
Cursed a heart of stone
Cursed to fall apart
And I'm trying
To find the light
But now I'm flying
Through the edge of nightAnd I murmured below my breath
What a way to be alive