Bryan's P.O.V, months later
Nightmares have flooded my nights for these last few months. Flashbacks from those 5 months rule over my dreams, not letting me sleep properly. I see him everywhere, even when I'm alone and in the shower. I hope I don't go insane because that's the last thing I need. A few doctors have come to examine me, and I've lied to all of them, flawlessly convincing them that I am 100% okay. Bullshit, I couldn't be worse. Mom and Dad were gone the other day, so I snuck into their room, expecting to find something to bother them with. I was looking under the bed, where I found a small box. I opened it and found a note and a razor. I opened the folded paper and read its content:
"For the scars of my past shall remain hidden and unopened."
It was a note referring to self-harm. 'Self-harm sounds good.' Was what went through my mind at the moment. I found something to replace the razor I took from the box, and ever since I've been cutting. I made a cut for every day that asshole raped me, and also for every day I knew him. Yes, a hell lot of cuts. Of course, I've been doing them gradually. I sometimes just recut a healed scar, keeping it red and bleeding. My parents don't seem to notice how much I've changed, and that just gives me greater satisfaction. I learned how to conceal what I feel, and I've fooled everyone. It's incredible how I've come to this... if in the past I was told this was going to be me I wouldn't have believed it. But alas, here I am, about to do what my mother didn't: commit suicide. I arrange all of the pill bottles in order, doing the same with the Lysol liquid detergents. I begin to drink the pills, chucking a bottle of Lysol for every 6 pills bottles. 24 pill bottles, 4 Lysol bottles... perfect math. I begin to cut my forearms, blood pouring out slightly. I then lower my pants and recut my hips and upper thighs, making these deeper. Then, after pulling my pants up, I take a knife and cut my throat, blood staining the floor and walls. I then enter the shower and run the water in cold, feeling numb. My stomach begins to ache, along with my head and chest. Eventually, I fall asleep, not knowing from where or who the screams were coming from...
End of chapter 11
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