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by samxbean

by samxbean

Warning: this chapter may have course language :)

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Y/N p.o.v

I made it home safely .
sorry to tell -_-

I walk up my stairs and started to walk towards my room. I got into my room and closed my door and locked it.

My mom was at work so I had the opportunity to scream. So I screamed and I just fell to the floor crying. I did this cause my emotions are confusing me so fucking much!

I herd a knock from downstairs. I unlocked my door to my bedroom,wiped my tears and walked downstairs. I opned my front door and it was one of my neighbors

"Are you okay" the old lady asked

"Yes" I said

"You sure, I herd screaming so I came to check" she said

"Yes I'm fine I just scared myself with my shadow" I said with a fake smile

"Okay" she chuckled a little and started to walk away.

I closed the door and locked it and went back upstairs to my room. I grabbed my iPad and connect to my surround speakers in my room. I picked one of my playlists to play.

I went to my desk and sat down and opened my laptop and started to write down in my Microsoft journal.

I don't know what is fucking up with me. Do i like Jaeden did I fucking get jealous just over some girl it could of been is fucking cousin! And now I lied to the Secretary and my mom will probably bring me to the fucking stupid hospital that really does nothing just gives me bitchy medicine. So I don't if I'll go to school tomorrow. Maybe not i'll think about maybe i'll just stay home and wait for my dad to get home. My dad left for work 2 weeks ago. Well I best stop writing and go fucking lay down.

I saved my writing and close my laptop. A song came on that made my mood drop I screamed a little but not to loud so the neighbors won't hear me. I herd a knock on my bedroom door.
W t f

"Are you okay my girl" I herd my mom say.

I guess she got off of work early today..

"Yes mom I'm okay" I lied

"Are u sure let me in" she said

"No" i said while tears were falling out.

"What's wrong baby girl" my mom asked worried. I didn't answer I just kept crying

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Sorry for the "bad language"
XD

I May have cried when I wrote the ending of this chapter but hey who cares😂

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