How could he say he wasn't the right guy? I let the tears roll down my cheek. The same tears that i had kept inside for three years.
'Sam... you're an idiot. Why would you leave your graduation? If I could i'd slap you right now. Did you ever ask me how i felt about you? I loved you. In fact, I still do. I couldn't get over you for three years. I tried but...i couldn't. I know I'm Alena Decker and I can get any guy in the world but... all I need is you. The coconut that you are...it was so predictable of you to do that. And, yes...I'm your Al. Your idiot Al. I love you Sam James Carter even though your the biggest idiot. I really do.'
I finally let it all out in that one e-mail. I said the words I'd been longing to say.
The emails went on. The chats and texts got longer. The I-love-you's increased. I was head over heels in love with this guy. I still remember driving recklessly after work, just to get home and Skype him. His voice, his eyes, his looks, his silliness nothing changed in those three years...it just got a whole lot better. One day I asked him if he wanted to see me and he screamed YES! literally bouncing on his chair. So that was it, I was finally going to meet him. March 8th 2014. That was the date of his flight.
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