Save me // j.jk

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I hate a lot of people.

Especially the ones that say 'stop worrying, at least you're alive'.

I mainly hate them because I'm not alive.

Physically, i am.

But metaphorically, I'm not.

I am just living.

There is a difference between being alive and living.

Being alive is enjoying life, being happy, having people who love and care about you.

Living is simply breathing. Hating life and everything it brings. In which you do stupid things such as smoking, drinking, self harm or drugs. Anything to make the pain of living alost bearable.

You see, I'm not alive, I'm just living.