I never though my life would end like that.
Funny how one day you think you have it all, and then, you close your eyes for one second and it's all gone. The way you used to smile change and now you just pretend everything is okay. You learn how to fake laugh so they won't question you.
Then you feel like everything is just not worth fighting for. You feel lost and scared. Afraid to tell the ones you love how you feel. You try to run away from your problems, but little do you know, it all comes back, chasing you, making you tired. Once you're tired, you fall, not wanting to get up.
You then think about thoughts you shouldn't think about. Now you're fighting you're fears against yourself.
The happiest person can always end up the saddest one.
I get it.
I know it.
I lived it.
This all started when I knew what love was.
I was the happiest person anyone could have met. I stayed positive in the worst scenarios and I laughed whenever I made a mistake.
That's until, he proved to me that love was just a stupidity. I ended up into million of pieces while he found his true love.
I don't hate it him.
I forgive him.
It was my fault who didn't stood up.
I promised myself I won't ever fall in love again.
But guess what.
Don't think it's the end of you. Things get better when you think it won't. Things happen for a reason, even when it hurts the most, don't give up. I learned all this by someone special.
The person who you don't see more than a friend, ends up stealing your heart.
This is my story. A real one.
Before anything
I'm Elena.
.Elena Felicity.
