Ambreigns - The Asylum Inmate

{9} Vacation

** I'm NOT dead! I just kinda forgot about this book then I had a lot of crap happen IRL.. But I'm here, I'm queer, and I'm ready to work on this book! 

Also.... Moe has passed on.... October 3, 2017.... I lost Moe.... :( 

I'm still not over it...

to add on...

Yesterday was a bad day though... I clawed at my wrists, and I bite my nails a lot, but I ended up scratching my wrists a lot.. I don't count it as cutting, theres only one scratch rn... But I don't count it as cutting, so I'm still 7 months free... I wanted to cut/kms though honestly.... But I didn't.

I'm still here. I'd never kms, for her.. For my girl... <3 

I may get thoughts like that... And sometimes I think... If I didn't have her...... I'd go through.....

But I'm still here! And I'm hoping to update a lot into this book!

My goal is around 40-80 chapters for this book. I'll do another ambreigns book, I just, don't know what to really do with this book once yknow Dean gets out and all, so once Dean is out, there will be a few chapters of them together, yknow happy and stuff, then one last chapter. And its over. Then I'll finish one of my other 3/4 books out rn, and then maybe I'll start another Ambreigns! :)

Enjoy guys!

Btw another chapter is coming out right after this one, so this one will be short.

*Roman's POV*

I sighed and lay my head back in the chair. I had been on vacation for about 5 days now and I really missed Dean... Seth was his guard and we were texting each other to make sure. I was really worried about Dean though, even in Seth's watch...

Because Seth only checks on him maybe 3-7 times every 4-7 hours... Since thats his job, and I always worry that someone will do something to Dean...I sighed and curled up in the chair. I missed Dean... I wanted him back so bad..

I decided to call him on skype. I waited for about a minute or so, no answer... I started freaking out and text Seth.

Roman: Seth?!

Seth: What?

Roman: Where's Dean?!

Seth: Sleeping, he's okay. I promise.

Roman: Oh thank god.. I tried to call him and when he didn't answer it scared me...

Seth: He's fine, Roman, I'm right by him. He's passed out, trust me, I can hear him snoring right here.

Roman: Yeah.. He does sometimes snore, but it's not bad.

Seth: It's not bothering me, AJ does it too.

Roman: Thanks for watching him Seth, I'll be back in 2 days.

Seth: Alright man, take care, I'll send a pic of Dean later, me and AJ are watching a movie right now on the laptop, don't worry it's on low volume. And if he wakes up soon before you go to bed I'll have him call you.

Roman: Alright man, ha, take care of him for me.

Seth: Promise.

I smiled and put my phone up. I trusted Seth and AJ, Seth was like my little brother. I stretched and then got up and went to take a shower. I stripped down and hopped into the shower and sighed as the hot water hit my back, refreshing and it felt great. After about 15 minutes I got out and got dressed then crawled in bed and opened my phone to see my home screen of Dean. I smiled and lay down and sighed. "I'll be home soon.. Soon..." I whisper out.