WARNING: profanity and vulgarity is involve; I write when I feel like it or if I actually have ideas.
A remake of my former story "tough chick"
For previous readers this story may get complicated as it goes in depth. It's not meant to be all lovey-dovey but to present it in a realistic way
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At some point in my life I managed to do something crazy, drasticly inevitable. Whether if it is getting revenge on the ones I love or the entirely the other way around, like ruining someone you despise the most. No matter what happens throughout my life there was always a chain of regrets and mistakes I wished never existed.
But in either sides of the spectrum there was always a sense of freedom and need of desire of order I yearned. Yet that was just only my opinion, whether it's biased in your opinion or not it's up to you.
Though with that in mind, this was only the beginning of a new eternity.
It was all fun and games, never the exceptional serious or righteous level which I had ever placed myself in terms of a relationship but with one flip of the coin I never expected this.
I was speechless, torn apart by my own pride as I exited the room with endless tears. Unthinkable thoughts were flowing in & out of my conscience making me want to cower away. I seeked comfort and reassurance for the stupidity I fell forward upon. I was naive and mindblown by the factors of "neglect".
I did not mean to boast or flaunt when I commended to speak the truth but even the toughest ladies such as me had their flaws and definite issues.
And just like that I had spoke to soon; tears were beginning to fall as I sank into the abyss of vivid memories. The good had turned into hate and the hate had turned into something to reasoned for.
It was since that occurence I became someone highly unknown to my true self.
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