Cutter // n.h. fanficton *editing*

Starbucks

I putted on my black leggins and big chunky sweater to cover my fat legs.It's just,I can't even look at myself in the mirror without being disgusted.Yeah,I'm the 'weirdo'.That's why I don't have friends,no one wants to be seen with a ugliest person on earth,aka,me.I shook my head to clear my mind,grabbing my bag from the bed.I ran out,deciding to go to Starbucks.Just for a coffee,of course.Okay,maybe a donut,I haven't eaten for a week.I sat there,just thinking about my pathetic life.

~Flashback~

I went to McDonald's with my boyfriend,Jason.I ordered a loot of food,I loved food then.We sat at the table,eating in comfortable silence."You know,you should lose some weight,you're getting big."Jason laughed at his 'joke',not even thinking how it really hurts.I putted down my burger."What?"I half whispered."No seriously,you're fat,I don't know how we are going to have sex though."I loudly schreeced my chair,getting up.I ran away,remembering all the times he said that kind of things..I just started crying,running out in pouring rain.I just remember that I was walking for miles,couple of hours,with a shattered heart.

~End of flashback~

So,chapters are going to be longer,this is just a start.Thank you xo