Our Love Story

This feeling

I'm in love with Fredrick but I don't think we're right for each other. I don't know if it's me or him. I read a quote it said "sometimes in love the best thing to do is let the person go". I don't want to let Fredrick go but I mean for all this we can just be friends. I don't think he'll care anyway.

Did I tell you about this girl that I guess she likes Fredrick but he's to dumb to notice. So supposedly their just "best friends". I'm not that stupid I know she must have some type if feeling for Fredrick. Imma play it cool because we don't want the not having trust for him come back. Everyone is telling me they flirt and stuff. I'm keeping it cool because I honestly trust him and if I trust him it shouldn't be a problem right? I know what you're thinking "this girl is dumb I would never do that" but hey I ain't that type of girl. Oh I forgot to say her name, her name is Bianca.

One day, I remember it like it was yesterday. It was after school at the rec. So Fredrick wanted to get me mad he called Bianca over and hugged her on purpose in front of me. Like come on if he wanted to hug her at least do it in private. My friends and I did a remake of their hug. Thinking about it now it was pretty funny. We was saying how her boobs went up and down, they was jiggling like they was ready to pop off onto Fredrick. So I was pissed at Fredrick. I'm thinking Bianca gonna chill but nooo she went over board. She got Fredrick jacket and what did she do with it? She ain't give it to Fredrick if that's what you was thinking. SHE WORE IT! Walking around in it like it was hers. At this point I don't give anymore she wanted me to play along in her games. That day was crazy I swear. So Fredrick got his jacket back. Guess what? You guessed it I was the one that was the bad guy, again!! Fredrick was mad at me because he thought I couldn't trust him. He was so mad he told Tegan his cousin that liked me ever since third that if he wanted me he could have me. Looking back I was to much in love I should've dumbed his ass but anyways. So the rest of that day we didn't talk. When I was leaving we did these sign thingies. He put his hands together to make a heart then he broke it asking if we was still together. I put the heart together then broke it and put it back together using my hands. Then he used his hands to ask if we could text about it. So that night we text about it, we made up. One thing I can say about our relationship is we're very good at making up.

My friend Jamie is very good at giving advice. I hate it so much when she's right. Think about it don't u think someone with a lot of experience would know most something? Well in this case that's not true. Jamie is the best person to give relationship advice. She hasn't been in any relationship at this time. It's crazy right? I guess to much Dr.Phill or romantic movies. Yeah, I love her shes one of my besties. I told ya about Monica already. She's very caring and always there for me. They say opposite attract and that's definitely the case. Last one is Sophie she's nice and sweet but everyone thinks she this shy girl. It's just an act shhh, don't tell anyone. She has this boyfriend name Emerzon. Like really Emerzon it's like Emerson but with a Z. Yeah I know it's kinda crazy. He's a woman beater, Just kidding he plays to much and doesn't know his strength. They was and still is my favorite couple to be honest.

Enough about my bestfriends. Let's get back to me love story. So where was I at? Oh, yeah so we're good at making up. I don't know what to do at this point. This boy Keyshawn told me he likes me. Worst part is I didn't wanna date him. He dated my Bestfriend and broke her damn heart. What type of friend would I be? So a couple of days past and texting him I can't handle his flirting. My weakness is flirting I swear. I knew it was wrong, I didn't know what to do. So I came to Jamie and Sophie to ask what I should do. I don't remember what they said but I'm guessing it was wise. Then later on Keyshawn started calling me his "FG" (future girlfriend). I began to fall for him. Then someone told me that if I really loved Fredrick, I wouldn't have fallen for Keyshawn. I talked to Monica she seemed very cool with it. Thinking back it was pretty selfish of me. I'm not suppose to have any regrets but dating him was one. I know Monica had something to say about it or said something about it to Jamie or Sophie but yeah. So I ended up breaking up with my love. Worst decision I made, but it was also the best. Bright side is uhh I broke Keyshawn heart like how he broke Monica's but what's it all apart of the plan? Maybe, maybe not....