Me Before You (Jackson Wang)

Only you

Months away from debuting with DayDream and all I can think about is Jackson Wang. Many of you already know who he is of course but all I can see are stars. 

Jung Violet, straight out of highschool JYPE came and found me. I was just play singing at my mothers restaurant and someone flimed me. 2 days later I was signing a contract with them but also agreed to let me continue my college classes.

They added me to a 5 member group making me the 6th member. The girls were kind of cold to me because I skipped alot of steps as a trainee but it's not my fault. While dancing the girls wouldn't help me at all but it made me work even harder. Even worst is they started putting me in front more, gave me more singing parts and was giving the better outfits. 

"I didn't ask for all of this attention!" I yell on the roof of the building. I bend down and cry into my knees. 

"It's going to be okay." I look up to see an Angel. I've seen Jackson come and go with the other members but never have I had a chance to speak to him. Still unable to speak he smiles causing an arrow to hit my heart.

"Come on kid don't cry." He holds out his hand for me to take. I grab it and get up.

"Thank you." I turn my head to wipe my tears. 

"I've been hearing about you Violet." Shocked I turn to him.

He jokes, "haha All good things. You're a special one. I hear DayDream is going to debut soon because of you. I know what it's like to be a trainee. Just make sure to work hard, keep your head up high and even if your members dont get along believe in them. A group can't succeed without each other. Trust me." All I could do was nod.

"Fighting!"

"Fighting!" I say back  bowing then he leaves. 

I take a deep breathe and go back to the practice room.

The girls all ran to me in a freight.

"Omg I thought you ran away."

"Where did you go?"

"We need you." Seeing all of them like this made me cry. I don't know why.

The leader Yuna hugs me.

"I'm sorry for being so cold to you. It's been 2 years since we've been waiting to debut and as soon as they sign you, you were added and were able to debut. I just feel like all of the work we've done was for nothing. I also know that it's not your fault but I do want to say thank you. You are a blessing to this group. I just hope you don't decide to leave."

Smiling I bow to my unnis, "I promise. I will work my butt off to get to us the top."

Yuna come over to also hug me.

"I believe you maknae!" All the girl gathered up and hugged it out. 

1 Year later.

Daydream is the best rookie group out. Our debut song Birthday Cake recieved over 10 million views in 24 hrs. And number one in the billboard chart for girl groups. Tours in korea were sold out. Getting ready to Debut in Japan, Got7 is also working on a tour and video in Japan. 

Arriving at the airport we get into our car to the hotel. Our manager told us that were doing a Vlive on our way there. I act cute and annoying as the manake. I speak alittle bit of the Japense I know and in english to show off my skills. Ending it, I get a text on KakaoTalk from Jackson.

J: Show off

A: Says the person who keeps wear tee shirts to show off to sansangs.

J: Oh is my baby jealous?

A:Jealous where? You're already mine.

J:No I'm yours.

I laugh sending him cute faces.

I look up to see our manager glace at me in the mirror. I quickly hide my smile and watch out the window as we go through tokyo.

I hope that we get to explore too.

We do our fan meet and greet. Our fans already love us so much. And they have so many gifts and love. It makes me want to be perfect for them. Some of them even help me alittle bit more with my Japanese.

After smiling, laughing and crying I am exhausted. Yuna is super sleep. Hyeon is watching TV. Taeyun, LaLa and Rose are playing games. I was about to lay down when our manager comes to our room.

"Violet may I speak with you?" I nod and follow her. We go down to the hotels conference room. She opens the door and there is Jackson and his manager.

I act normal and bow as I enter.

"Please sit down."

I sit and try and shove the worry away but I already knew. This was about us. How did they find out? We were so careful and never talked to our members about eachother. When the girls talk about our boys I always saw Bam Bam is cute.

"You both were very very careful but you missed the camera we have outside of the studios backroom."

Shit. Jackson was so hell bent on meeting there before we left instead of our spot far away from the company.

"And we have people following you when you leave the company. We need to keep our Idols safe. Just like this. We already told you this is forbinned. Jackson you know better." I glace at Jackson seeing the worry on his face.

"You have two options. You stay together but one or both of you leave or you break up and we pretend this never happened."

Jackson spoke before I could.

"We'll break up." I stare at him in disbelief. Already tired this just broke the ice burg. I leave without saying anything. I rush to the elevator hitting the button so hard. I hear footsteps and turn around to see Jackson coming towards me. I bolt for the stair case but of course he caught me by the second floor.

Holding on to my hand tightly. The more I try to pull away, the more he holds on.

"Violet." I can't look at him. The tears are coming so fast I cant even see the staircase holding me up. My whole body aches right along with my heart wanting to jump right out.

"Great decision. Our career comes first right? I'm glad that every word you said to me meant absolutely nothing. Every moment we had is over. The love between us never existed." With each word his grip loosensto where he let me go. I turn to look at him to see the pain and tears in his eyes.

"Please eat well and work hard." I slowly bow. Straightening up, I look at him once more waiting to see if he had anything to say. My heart wanted to hold on but in my head I knew it would be hopeless.

Turning away I countine to my room in a daze. I didn't realized I had made it to my bed till Yuna came over to me.

"Its going to be okay. It wouldn't have worked out anyways." Surprised I get up and stare at her. With the other girls sleep I whisper, "You knew?"

She nodded, "You just need to focus on us. We just started our tour and we need you."

It just dawned on me. "You told didn't you."

"Daydream needs you." I lay back down and cover myself. I feel her get off my bed. This has been the worst day of my life.

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Thanks for reading. My sister has been asking me for the longest time to write her a story about Jackson. Personally JB is my baby but this is fun too. ♡♡♡Blackloverose♡♡♡