I tried to wait...
The sharp, cold blade cuts deep in your wrist. "Good things come to those who wait".
You tried...
Life is hard. It is the reason why people need depressants.
But, there are good times and bad times.
But, it seems...
Life is black &white.
When you were little, you thought being older, maybe a teenager like an older sibling, was amazing.
Like you couldn't wait to grow up.
You regret that decision.
It's hard.
If you make one mistake... it sticks to you, like a sticky note that won't come off, for the rest of your life!
You can't turn from the darkness, there's a flicker, a spark of light, then *poof* it's out.
And then, you are cold.
You then, grew hatred upon yourself.
You want to fade away, as if you never existed.
But, you are a warrior.
Stay strong.
It's hard.
But, when you grow up and have kids, or a companion for your love.
They can help you, if they cared for you.
Remember, one thing.
Someone out there loves you, you just don't know it.
You know why?
It's because you haven't looked hard enough!
