it didn't take much time at all for us to reach our destination , actually ? I didn't even have to pee the whole ride there .. guess that was a plus .
I had forced myself to sleep the whole ride because I just didn't wanna think about what was going on anymore - but ? by the time we got here , I had decided to be a bit more optimistic.
" alright ! we're here Gi , smile - be nice , polite ! "
blah blah - was all that I could think about saying , but I didn't
I just nodded and proceeded to get out of the car , I adjusted my polo hoodie along with making sure my sweats pockets were fine
I glanced down at my all black bow slides slightly wiggling my pink toes snatching my headphones out
we were here , there was absolutely- positively no turning back , I sighed at the thought .
it was a nice little suburb , not like how you would think the murder capital of the world would've looked
the house my moms boyfriend was staying in wasn't small either , but ? it wasn't huge - I liked that .
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after giving the house a few looks , I decided it was alright to enter the house my mom already had entered with out me
I was nervous , but at the same time - I didn't even want to go inside , I would've much rathered the car over this .
I was not a peoples person , I wasn't good at these little first impression things ..
as you could imagine ? I was out of it , but ? I wasn't about to stay outside either !
I adjusted my tie dye shark backpack on my shoulders not bothering to push any of my curls out of my way , took a breath and clumsily entered the front door
" what a clutz ! " I whispered to myself just as I felt my shoulder bumping into the side of the door frame causing me to lose balance
I steadied myself , not to my surprise once I looked up ? everyone was already staring at me ..
I froze , i felt a stupid awkward smile spreading across my face and instantly I blurted out
