lazy writings

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listen to the beat of my heart

can you tell i am here

i need to know if i am alive

can you feel it beating so loud

the adrenaline sores through my veins

i feel it in every cell in my body

i hear them shouting

she crazy" the keep on saying

i ignored them an focused the sound of my beating heart

we care too much for verification anyways 

if i thought about what they thought of me 

i would miss the perfect moment

how can i tell?

i just have to listen to the sound of my heart

my breath hitched

my brain starts counting

3,2,1

jump

i flew 

the air whipping my face

my hair flying behind me

gravity pulled me down

until i finally grazed the water with my hands

i let go and dove right in

ignoring the cheers i got 

that i finally i got the verification to prove 

I AM ALIVE