Jacob Sartorius dirty fanfic|Your First Love❤

Chapter 5

Btw sorry if there were some grammatical/spelling mistakes or like typos and shit in my last chapters I was writing fan fiction all night I literally only got 23 minutes of sleep😂Lmao I had to have 6 espressos to get through the day😂Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter❤

*skip to shower*   

(He put a condom on before we got in lol)We were standing in the shower and Jacob wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed me on the shoulder. He said softly into my ear:

J: you're beautiful

I just smiled and turned around and kissed him on the cheek with my arms wrapped around his neck.

J: nooooooo on the lips

I rolled my eyes and giggled then I smashed my lips onto his and we had a long passionate kiss. He pulled me closer to him and I felt his huge boner pressing against my stomach lol I was getting kinda horny as well. Without breaking the kiss I reached down with one arm and grabbed his dick and shoved it inside my pussy. I felt him smile against the kiss.

J: I love it when you surprise me baby 

Y/n: anything for you daddy

J: I love when you call me that

He pushed me up against the wall (cause the shower was in the corner of the room so there was like a wall there lol) and started moving his dick slowly but deeply in and out of me 

J: Mmmmm you're even tighter than I remember from last night

I just moaned ughhh it felt so good and this time it didn't hurt at all. He quickened his pace a bit and leant one hand down and started massaging my clit at the same time.

Y/n: UGHHHHH DADDYYYYY

J: Oooooooohhhh

I could hear Jacob softly moaning it sounded so hot ughh. He got even quicker now and was pounding in and out of me really fast. I looked at him and he held the stare looking at me with lust in his eyes. I kissed him deeply and let my hands get tangled in his hair whilst he was thrusting in and out of me. I threw my head back and moaned in pleasure I saw him bite his lip with his eyes closed. We were both close.

Y/n: FASTER DADDY UGHHH

J: UGGHHHHH IM GONNA CUM

Y/n: ME TOO

We both came and then got out of the shower.

Y/n: can you give me something to wear to walk to my house in

J: of course

He gave me some sweatpants and one of his shirts he sat on the bed in his towel staring at me get changed and drooling lmao.

Y/n: what you looking at Sartorius 

J: your perfect body 

I don't know how he can think my body is perfect I absolutely hate my body but I didn't say anything I just smiled because I really wasn't in the mood to argue and I just wasn't up to it cause I felt really faint and dizzy probably because I didn't eat at all yesterday and I haven't eaten yet today but like I'm not hungry i'm just bored I don't really need food all it does is make you fat right? Oh well I deserve this pain maybe if I wasn't so fat and disgusting I wouldn't have to do this it's my own fault I'm like this I made myself fat so I can make myself skinny it's quite simple. Jacob was getting dressed and I couldn't stop staring at his muscles omg he's soooooo fit and his big ass dick omg😍😍🤤

J: might want to wipe that drool from your mouth

Y/n: coming from you! You were staring nonstop at me and drooling way more than I was😂

J: well it's not my fault your so damn hot

He was looking st me whilst biting his lip then my stomach growled really loudly fml it was so embarrassing

J: oh your hungry I completely forgot about breakfast we should have some before we go I'll make you some eggs

Y/n: no no you don't have to do that it's fine

J: no your hungry you should have some breakfast if you don't want eggs I'll make you something else babe you need to eat 

Y/n: no I'm not hungry my stomach just growls all the time it's so weird I ate loads yesterday I'm really not hungry 

J: I was with you all day yesterday at lunch you just got some salad and didn't eat any of it and you came back to mine and we just forgot about dinner cause we were 'busy'

Y/n: honestly I'm really full I'm not hu-

I stopped talking cause suddenly everything started spinning. I didn't know what was happening. I couldn't see everything looked weird I felt my eyes roll back in my head then BANG. I fainted. 

I opened my eyes to Jacob leaning over me.

J: y/n, y/n, wake uppp! Y/n? CAN YOU HEAR ME OMG WHATS HAPPENING!? Y/n? YOUR AWAKE!

He pulled me into a deep hug whilst I was still laying on the ground. He was crying.

Y/n: wh- what happened 

J:  you faintedup

Y/n: I-its fine we should get going 

You tried to sit up 

J: no it's ok just lay down relax I'll get you some food

Y/n: no it's fine I'm fine I'm not hungry

Jacob picks you up and lays you down on the bed you were too weak to stop him.

J: your eating something no questions asked

He passes you the tv remote you start watching Netflix then he comes up with pancakes with Nutella and whipped cream and strawberrys on it 

J: breakfast in bed

Y/n: thanks baby

I know how much work he put into this I didn't want to be ungrateful So I smiled at him. I just sat there looking at it then glancing back at him 

J: why aren't you eating it? Do you not like it?

Y/n: no, no I love it

J: you haven't even tried it yet

Y/n: it's just

I caught a glance of my reflection in the TV opposite. 

Fat. Your disgusting. Look at yourself. Have some fucking control. Don't. Eat. The pancakes.

It was that voice again. I looked down to hide my tears. I didn't want to upset Jacob and make life hard for him but I didn't want to eat either. Starving feels so right. I blinked the tears away. I think Jacob was catching onto why I wasn't eating. He pulled my chin up and cupped my face he looked deeply into my eyes and kissed me passionately.

J: your beautiful ok?

He started feeding me. I began to cry. Well this got dark lol

J: don't cry princess. I love you. Every inch of you. I'll never stop loving you.

Sorry for not posting in a while I was busy lol. I'm gonna try to post at least 3 chapters a week. New chapter coming soon hopefully later today❤