DROWNING

Rockstar Heart

(Hook ×2)
You have a rockstar heart,
You tore me apart,
You left me here in the dark,
Put the blade to my body, you hurt me with your rockstar heart, your rockstar heart...

No you don't regret leaving, you'll just move on to that next one with ease, throw me away like a kleenex,
I will set you free,
Never only wanted to touch you sexually, bother me the way you just dropped me, got that heart of someone who could care less, why can't you just see that I'm probably the best there will ever be to be laying side by side with,
Now it seems you like to make me a memory, leaving me behind, never find another to care about you as much I fear about losing you, your rockstar heart just doesnt really care, your rockstar heart that helps you flirt so easily, so filthy the feeling inside,
Might overdose before this entire album goes, might just die like a rockstar from your broken rockstar heart, could make such beautiful art yet you like making me pissed off,
You never understand my messages I send to you, just a simple reply like the true meaning just jumped over like predicted,
Psychotic is my mental health, id soak up all my wealth just to give you every little thing your wanting, you act like I'm just another fuck boy, but my heart loves big, which wont change by tomorrow morning,
Leave me saying we should only be friends then you continue to play with me, kissing me like you fucking love me, got a feeling you barely like me, just that rockstar heart about to cause more trauma for me,
Seductive touches placed on me,
Lay it down on me,
Let's get sexual,
Licking tongues,
Lemme give it a suck,
Oh no your pissing me off but continue to make me all horny, talking about let's fuck, I'm lusted up so let me get up behind that butt, unload my clip, let you scream out my name, but that rockstar heart will relapse and you'll soon enough just banish me...

(Hook ×2)
You have a rockstar heart,
You tore me apart,
You left me here in the dark,
Put the blade to my body, you hurt me with your rockstar heart, your rockstar heart...

They call us fuck boys,
But the girls the ones with those rockstar hearts, no that's not a compliment, means you just fuck with everyone then close the door on our faces without a warning,
Cheating ass liars,
Speaking to all the other boys on God's green earth but still deny it,
Guys can vouch for it,
Kinda wish we could flip our birds up in the air saying fuck the female gender,
I'm an offensive figure,
I wish I could leave all these bitches and be gone but we all know without them this world wouldn't go round,
Still make us always frown,
But they do deserve a crown despite how they always clown on us,
Rockstar heart just has a way of fucking us up a bit, they have that certain attraction that makes us go insane, but like a controlled type of flight, so before everybody goes around saying I'm dissing on all women, I'm just at a state of mind that wishes to strangle that life outta all of em,
But I still love them,
It's all women who raised me so I can relate on how complicated they can be, never had a true father figure constantly around me, but my momma was always there for me to lean on so I never truly hate girls,
I dedicate all my time to the ones I love,
But fuck I hate the pain they cause us all with their fucking rockstar hearts and all...

(Hook ×2)
You have a rockstar heart,
You tore me apart,
You left me here in the dark,
Put the blade to my body, you hurt me with your rockstar heart, your rockstar heart...

My tempers just flaired,
It's damn crazy,
Lately maybe I've just been caught up in some women drama,
But I can't blame her for always making me bipolar,
Us males have the rockstar hearts at times too,
We say we will always be there but then leave them for a stupid whore,
Crushing their unbroken hearts from a young age, in middle school they go home crying making those calluses for their mentality,
I'm not innocent of doing this, I apologize to my fucking ex for telling her one day we will be married and have kids but i never let the lines align breaking her down, I done practically cheated, delete the guilt on my conscious I cannot,
Now look at her,
She's changed,
Drunk all the time in such a crucial time of our young age, ditto though,
Then I expect for others to trust me again? What the fuck is this?
I've reinvented myself, I think I have a clue of a heartbreak so I just want to be better for the next one, and I fucking swear if my rockstar heart gets in the way of this one, I'll just stop it entirely, making me flatline completely, hold me to that,
I better not hurt the next one...
Rockstar hearts are the worst thing that can ever happen, just that party life pumped with drugs, that heart can love the entire scene, just one night stands in the lands of all broken people, drowning themselves with alcoholic intoxication,
I refuse to walk the path of that the rest of the sad follow,
Might be a little late,
Hope I can drag back out, she's my only outlit and I know it, best not fucking blow it up, grab hold and never let go..