waking up

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by mommaye

by mommaye

i hate waking up
for every time i do
it's a battle
between my mind and soul
waking up
causes me to life
and to hear my demons
they will yell at me
and repeatedly telling me things
waking up
reminds me of him
and any thought
of him
which is all
that my memory holds
it's him
that i forget what love is
and forget where my real heart is
waking up
causes the mask to come back on
i don't want to show my true face
waking up
is my least favorite part
and to stay in
that pure peace
while sleeping
is what i ache for
sleeping doesn't involve
your demons

- v.j.g