Alison's POV
As I stand in the mirror looking a myself, questioning my feelings for my best friend Emily Fields. I know how I fell about her, infact I'm certain that the feeling is love. "I love Emily", I say out loud looking at my reflection in the mirror. How am I going to tell her this, most importantly how are people, specifically my parents of all people going to react to this news. I'm pretty sure they'd be devastated to hear their only daughter is in love with a girl.
I'm getting ready for a night out with the group. Everyone is bringing someone special, and I have nobody. To make it even worse Emily is bringing pigskin. I have a deep hatred for her. Hannah's bring Caleb, Aria is bringing Ezra, and Spencer is bringing Toby. The reason we're having dinner is to celebrate our recent capture of A. A was my sister Cece the whole time, you think you know people.
I hear someone walking into my room, as I exit the bathroom I see its my mom. "Ali" she says. "Yes mom" I respond. "Can I ask you something ?" , "sure, go ahead." "Do you have feelings for Emily?", she asked. After she said that my immediately started contemplating wether I should tell her my feelings, or keep them to myself. I decided to tell her because I think shes more understanding than my dad. "Mom please don't be mad at me but, I'm in love with Emily and I've been for a while. It just took me a long to process my thoughts and feelings and come to grips about who I want, and who I am, or might me. I'm not sure if I'm gay but after alot of thinking, I know how I feel about her." She came up to me and opened her arms for a hug, she had a huge smile across her face. The smile confused me for a bit until she said " I couldn't have asked for a better person for you to love then Emily. I know she reciprocates your feelings, because I've seen the way you two have looked at each other in the pass, when the girls would come over here."
I was confused, I didn't even know she even saw the subtle glances we gave each other. I responded by saying "thank you for accepting me mom. I love you, and thanks for your support". We broke away and she stood in the doorway while I sat on my bed. Before she walked out she asked "when are you going to tell her how you feel". It took a while before I said anything. " I don't know, I guess when it feels right. You know like when the moment comes I'll tell. but I don't if I should tonight, because shes seeing someone. Infact some I'm not very fond of." She walked back into my room and sat next to me and put her hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry Alison you two will find your way to each other. But don't try and break them up and be selfish. It'll all work out in due time." I nodded my head yes. then she left the room. "In all due time, I hope thats not forever because I don't think I want hide my feelings for ever", I said to myself.
I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom for my finishing touches before I meet the group, and sadly pigskin at the grill. I'm wearing a red dress, that hugs my figure perfectly. My hair is in light curls, I hope Em likes my look. I leave my room, grabbing my car keys on the out, and go downstairs and leaving the house. On the way there all I could think about is Emily. After the talk with my mom shes I've been thinking about. I think about her beautiful hair, her smile, and her lips. Oh those lips, I just want to kiss her and hold her. But I stop thinking those things because she has someone and seems happy. And I most likely ruined our chances of being together in the pass, with the constant teasing and flirting, then pusher her away. I feel really bad about that, and I've changed alot. I'm a different person, I changed for her, for........us. I really need her, I really want her too, shes the only person I love that way and have loved that way. If she gives me and us a chance, I think we will be very happy.
As I pull into the parking lot, park my car I see the group and sadly pigskin is here already. When I walk inside I greeted them then sat down in between Emily and Hannah. Everyone ordered their food and we continued to talk and laugh with each other. When I finished eating I excused myself to the restroom. Before I got up and went Emily grabbed my hand and said " I'll go with you, since I have to go too." I nodded my head and we went to the bathroom. After I walked out of the stall and wash my hands and was about to leave Emily pulled turned me around. We stared in each other's for about ten seconds before we both leaned in to kiss. We were about to kiss before someone opened the door. It was her, ew it was Paige.
Her eyes were full of anger and disgust. Paige then proceeded to push me away from Emily, and I fell and hit my head hard against the sink counter. Everything went black. But I could her Paige yelling at Emily. " What were you about to with her Emily ? Is that why you came to the bathroom with her, because she sure as hell is capable of coming herself. She doesn't need a helper. Now does she Emily ?"
Emily's POV
"Paige why did you do that to her!" I yelled at her. What is going on with her right now. I dropped down to the floor to help Ali. I hope hope she's still breathing, because their something I want to tell her. No scratch that its something I need to tell her. Its that I love her, even after everything in the past that feeling is still hear. It never left actually, its all ways been here since I could remember. I call the girls into the bathroom, while Paige just storms out. We take her to the hospital and the tell us to wait in the waiting room.
After sitting out there for an hour and a half the girls decide to call it a night but I stay because I'm really worried about Ali's condition right now. An hour later a nurse calls "Ali". I quickly walk to the desk. " Is she okay nurse". The nurse smiles and shakes her head yes indicating shes alright. "Can I go to her room please?", I ask. "Sure I'll walk you to her . Shes okay, she just has a cut on her head from the fall. but other than that shes perfectly good". A wide smile grows across my face as I here the news about Ali. When she fell down, she looked like she was out cold, but thankfully still breathing. When I went to Ali's room she was sleep. "You should let her get her rest, because that was a pretty big hit to the head. When she wakes up she'll probably experience dizziness and a major headache." I nodded my head and she walked out of the room. Its no or never Emily, just do it.
A/N: By the way this is my first fanfic, if you guys have any suggestions, please feel free to comment them.
