dear journal,so yeah I don't know if this is right but I did something bad really really bad so at school some girl name Sara kissed me I don't know why but when I ask her and she said yes that I would date her but I don't know why she would think that before I could tell her other wise she went to science when I look to my side I saw Erick he look fine but I look closer he wasn't he was Furious and I knew I felt bad for him and I couldn't figure out why don't know why I just did when I got to see that Erick wasn't paired with any one so I ask if I could be his partner and the teacher said yes so when I sat next to him I say him smile that made me happy don't know why but it did during group work I saw Sara which I had to act like we were dating when I did Erick kick me I said ow then the teacher asked me if was ok I said yes and told her why I said ow I said sorry to the class then I said sorry to Erick because that's not what your spouse to do to someone who likes you and you might like them back so after class I ask Erick could I go over to his house and study today he said yes know I'm getting ready to go over there.