Inked Skin - a sons of anarchy fanfic

late

Scarlettes p.o.v
I sip my tea on my front porch while i draw  i sigh finishing off the drawing and look up seeing happy shirtless leaning over looking at the engine of my car   i bite my lip and go inside grabbing a beer from the kitchen and walking back out "problem baby?" I ask walking over as he looks at the engine "nah ... Just looking over shit ..feds have been trying to track all of us" i frown handing him the beer  he smirks taking a sip and giving me a kiss "ah look at you love birds" gemma s voice calls and i look up seeing gemma and tara  "morning guys" i say smiling "how was vegas ?" Gemma asks but before i could i felt something coming up  i covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom i didn't want to vomit infront of everyone  i  get to the toliet and let it all come up  
After vomiting my breakfast up i sigh  sitting on the bathroom floor 
At first we thought i was just hung over from vegas but ive been home for three days now  i sigh standing up and grabbing my tooth brush and begin to brush my teeth getting lost in my thoughts  before a thought popped in my head ... im due for my period ...  I pause  and place a hand on my stomach  i spit the tooth paste out and shake my head shaking the thought out of my head no my period is just late because ive been stressed 

I walk back outside and happy smiles at me softly wrapping an arm around my waist "all good?" I nod  smiling getting rid of any of his worries   before looking at the queen of samcro and tara   "sorry about that"
Tara smiles "No its fine im leaving anyways ,gemma will you be Okay?" She nods "clay and the boys are heading over soon ill be fine" i frown and tara gives me a look before hoping in her car I sigh and happy chuckles  leaning over my car again checking for bugs   i roll my eyes at him before looking at gemma "coffee?" She nods smiling and following me into the house

I sit down at the table handing gemma her coffee "so ..im sorry gemma but what is this ?" She smiles and sips her coffee "your smart you know ... I see myself in you .. young, ambitious, smart" i smile softly "atleast i know ill be a bad ass like you soon enough" she laughs "so how far along are you" my eyes widen "pardon?"  She stares at me blankly "your pregnant"  i shake my head "gemma i was drunk and high two days ago if i was pregnant wouldnt that baby be dead" she shrugs "not nessicaraly, but no more of that for a while sweetheart" I shake my head "gemma theres no way I can be  my period is due this week im not pregnant" she raises an eyebrow "who are you trying to convince me or yourself" i shake my head in disbelief and all i can think about is all the drugs i took in vegas and all the alcohol i drank "no ... no if i was pregnant the baby would be dead gemma theres no way im pregnant right now"  before she could speak all the boys walked in laughing i stare at happy  and then at my stomach before looking back at gemma  whos watching me carefully i open my mouth to say something but no words come out  jax chuckles "geez ma a couple minutes with the girl and you've made her go brain dead"   she scoffs and continues to stare at me i  start thinking and calculating .... my period wasn't a few days late .. it was two months late  how could I be so stupid my eyes widen "gemma help me" i say in shock  forgetting the boys were in the room she nods and looks at the boys more so happy  "She forgot she has a photo shoot today shes a few hours late  im going to rush her over" gemma states covering for me   i get up  quickly and grab my bag and phone kissing happy "i love you" I state  needing to hear him say that he looks at me in concern  kissing my forehead "love you" he whispers quietly "call me when your done" he states and gemma grabs my hand "c'mon kiddo"

I burst into tears the minute gemma drives away from my house "shit gemma what am I going to do  oh my gosh I drank so much this weekend i was snorting coke  fuck  happy is going to kill me what am I going to do"  gemma sighs "first of all your going to get yourself together , we will go see tara,  you'll need to talk to happy he won't be pissed he will just be scared" i shake my head in disbelief  "im such an idiot i cant believe ive let this happen"  she raises an eyebrow and i shake my head killing off any suspicion she had " you don't understand how much alcohol I drank  on the weekend what if its harmed this baby , what if happy doesnt want this" i start freaking out and i shake my head in terror i fell pregnant when i was with drey twice  the first one i got an abortion and the second time he killed my baby   

I bite my lip nervously as tara looks at my stomach on the  screen "there.." she points at the screen and i stare in awe "that's your baby" she states smiling softly  I look at gemma who smiles at me softly before looking back at the screen "i love it already... fuck happy is going to kill me"