Some call it crazy
Some say it's sick
But I think it's freedom
Some say that it's a sin
But it helps release the pain That I go through every day The blade is sharp and cold As it runs across my skin Leaving me to wonder And decide how deep I cut in The icy chill running down my spine Makes me feel at ease I no longer feel like a coward Fucking up on everything with every breath I breathe But some days I want to stop Feeling like everything's wrong
Trying to let go of the blade Sometimes I can but not for long It's like I'm addicted to the pain
The feeling taking refuge in my veins Leaving me feeling confused and alone
Wiping at the streaked tears that seem to be stained.. Burned into my skin forever Becoming a part that I cannot escape
Sometimes I just want to hurt all over To scream at the top of my lungs until they break i want to escape from my sadness
It's taking over me over. Why can't I just rest? Why can't it let me be? I just want to be free.
My name is blaze.. I cut.
