Kiss Away The Pain

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I cover my face with my hands as I lay on my soft bed.

I'm exhausted, but closing my eyes means...Jayde.

My beautiful Jayde. Jayde's beautiful smile. Jayde's beautiful green eyes. Jayde's soft, calm voice.

Jayde.

I wanted her. I had her. I lost her.

I'm hanging on to memories.

The memory I want to let go..is the last time I held her in my arms.

July twenty-third.

Her face was so cold, as my lips touched it. I remember my whispers..convincing my dying girlfriend that everything will be alright.. Her pleas for me to stay with her until she fell asleep.

I didn't go to her funeral. They asked me to speak. But, how could I speak to others about Jayde being a better place, when I am still in a place that's terrible?

I miss her so much..

My angel..

My darling..

My dear...

Jayde.

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