Living In A World I Cant Remember

Somethings Wrong

Liam's POV

Most dreadful part of being bored is that you think of the bad things that happened to you.

"Lad's I'm going to bed I'm knackered" I said

"Me too" Harry sighed.

"Me three" Niall said

"Good idea lads" Zayn grinned.

"Lad's cheer up she's awake lets all just go to sleep and wake up tomorrow with nice big real smiles on our faces and not the fake ones" Louis stated.

"Look who's taking Liam's spot as Daddy Directioner!" Laughed Niall.

by then everyone started laughing even though I didn't like that comment I had to admit it was pretty funny and none of us have really laughed since the accident

"Hey! that’s not funny!" I said as I shot Niall a glare trying to keep this conversation because all the boys were laughing their butts off.

"The funny thing Li Li is that it’s true" Zayn said in a girly voice saying the nickname Ash always said to me. i then ignored that comment and went straight to my room

"WAIT LIAM!!!" screamed Zayn.

"What do you want Zayn" I shot back.

"Sorry i didn't mean to say that I'm just I mean we've just haven't had a good laugh in a while I didn't mean to say that" I could see the sympathy in Zayn's eye.

"It's ok I'm going to sleep now" I said. Man this stress is getting to all of us!

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Harry’s POV

Finally I better sleep than most nights! I forced myself out of bed and walk down stairs. Wow am I actually witnessing this Harry is actually awake at 8:30 in the morning and he's the only one up not even Liam's up that’s a shock!

"Wow you’re up really early!" I stated

"Yeah I couldn't sleep...." he sighed

"Something been on your mind Harry?" I asked

"Same as always" he sighed again.

"Tell me about it.....but my sleep was better than usual since I know that she's awake!"

"Lucky I just can't bear to think that Asha doesn’t remember me!" Harry shouted

"Let's go wake up the other lads and head to the hospital" I said

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*At the hospital*

Liam’s POV

We arrived at the hospital. I just can’t wait to see her! I want to hear her voice again and her cute laugh I can’t take it anymore she's been in the hospital for 2 months and I can't believe I lasted two months without hearing her soft British accent and her cute laugh.

"I better go in her room and cheer her up as much as I can you guys stay here" I said

"Why can't we go in?" Louis asked.

"She won’t be herself around you guys because to her your strangers then later you can go see her" I sighed.

"But Li-"

I cut Louis right off

"I just don’t want to overwhelm her patience guys patience!" I stated as I walked out of the waiting room

Asha's POV

Liam walked into the room and a huge smile made its way to my face Liam smiled back but I couldn’t help but notice that there was something wrong with his smile it was half hearted almost forced I hope it’s just nothing.

"Hey Li!"

"Hey" he said back

That’s all he says wow I think he’s either really changed or there’s something really wrong what he said felt like he just stabbed me in the back.

"How are you?" I asked.

"Good" He said

"Are you sure you’re OK Liam?"

"I'm fine." he snapped

I was taken slight aback. Wow there’s something definitely wrong.

"It sure doesn’t look like your ok Liam you know you can tell me anything" I looked at him sympathetically

"Just I miss mom dad Ruth Nicola, and. and you" he said with tears filling his eyes.

"Why do you miss me? I'm right here" I said I was a bit curious were this was headed.

"Well the real you isn’t here" he said wow. Wow. Wow that comment just stabbed me in the back.

"But I'm right here Li" I said still pretty confused at why he said that.

"Not really the old you is here" He muttered to himself just enough for me to hear. A tear slide down my face. I cannot believe he just said that! But what did he mean when he said that? The nurse Alison walked in the room

"Sorry for interrupting but we need to do a check up on Asha so I’m going to ask you to leave" she said politely and to be honest I’m glad she came in because another minute with Liam and I was going to start to bawl my eyes out. Allison began to leave but before she could I stopped her.

"Why are you leaving don’t you need to do a check up?" I asked

"Well I just needed to check something and I could tell that you were in an awkward situation so I lifted it from your shoulders you’ll thank my later"

With that she left. But I still don’t understand. I started to get sleepy so I shut my eyes and slept.