Love or Force? (Yoonmin Mpreg)

Chapter 3

Yoongi's POV

I have no idea what just happened. I was beyond confused. Yesterday night was a blur. I can't remember anything. This morning was a blur too. I don't understand why Jimin would say that. I would never do that to him. He is precious to me. I would have gone after him to get answers but seeing him in that state, I decided to leave him alone until he calms down. That doesn't mean that I will not look for him or try to contact him. I wanted him with me. But I needed answers first.

He said I raped him but I don't remember having sex with him. When I woke up Jimin was dressed and packing his belongings. I was naked but that wasn't anything weird. We have slept naked without having sex before. I can't wrap my head around it. I had hurt Jimin but if I did such a horrible thing to him why didn't I remember it. Surely if I ever hurt Jimin in any way that memory wouldn't escape me that easily.

I was standing in the living room, pacing, when my eyes landed on a picture of my best friend Namjoon and I. Everything came back to me. I was out partying with Namjoon and my other coworkers because it was announced by our boss that we could take a small vacation and that the workload would be less for a while. I hadn't texted Jimin to notify him because my phone was out of battery.

I had drunk alcohol more than I had intended to. I was too caught up in the moment to even think rationally. That's when I remember some girl talking to me and offering me a drink. I was not in the best mental state to think properly so I just said yes. I remember something about the girl. She said to put the "special ingredient" in the drink. It was hazy but I had this image of the bartender putting some kind of white substance in the drink. But I couldn't remember if it was a powder or a liquid.

Either way I think that somehow that "special ingredient" fucked me up. I think that girl drugged me because right after I just had this terrible memory of her stripping her clothes inside a car. Right after that I just ran away from that place and got into my car to drive home. Even if I was drunk and I could have gone into an accident because I was driving I just wanted to get out of there. Then the painful part hit me like a brick to the face.

He was right. I had hurt him. The first thing that came to me was his screams begging for me to stop. The painful and horrifying things I did to him. I remember it so vividly now. I felt my knees getting weak and just give up on me. I fell to the floor when I started feeling liquid running down my cheeks. I was crying. Crying because I had done this to Jimin. My body was shaking. I couldn't contain the whimpers and yells that came out of my mouth. I yelled and yelled. I yelled for Jimin to forgive me. But I knew that it would be hard for Jimin to do that. I couldn't even do that myself.

My voice was scratchy at the end of my breakdown. I felt like I was drowning. I couldn't do anything but wait. But I did know that I could do something concerning what had happened to me. I stood up with shaky movements and dragged myself to what used to be Jimin and I's bedroom. I got my phone and called a familiar number. He picked up immediately.

"Hyung, what's up?"