Taekook Oneshots(On Hold)

Jagiya Why

~Hello there readers! Most of these little one shots will be Taekook but I was feeling inspired so I wrote just a Tae X Reader. Hope you enjoy~ 

*WARNING* If you do not like angst or mentions of suicide or self harm please do not read this! I do not want anyone to be uncomfortable with what I write! Please enjoy!~ 

You kept dragging it across your skin. Each time bringing a fresh stain of red to the silver razor you were using to mutilate your arms as the harsh words of your peers clouded your mind. Tears streamed down your cheeks as blood, your blood, ran down your arms and started to form small pools on you and your boyfriend's shared bathroom floor. As the harsh words of the day ran through your mind your hand moves faster and faster, the cuts getting deeper and deeper until you could no longer cut and the razor dropped from your now shaking fingers. You felt your mind cloud even more as dark tried to overcome your vision. You felt yourself fall downwards until your head hit the ground the sound echoing painfully in your ears. Every sound you made seemed to be magnified ten fold. Your ragged breathing, the sound of your fluttering heartbeat as you bled out on the bathroom floor, and the sound of a door opening. "Y/N I'm home!" A small smile tugged at the corners of your lips when you heard his voice despite your current situation. "Y/N?! Jagiya where are you!?" you heard him start to frantically run around the house looking for you before you heard the door to the bathroom open and a choked gasp leave his lips. "Y/N...?" you hear his voice sound right by your ear before a pair of strong arms lifts you upwards and you are quickly moved out of the bathroom. His breathing becomes ragged as he grabs his phone off the counter and his voice starts to frantically talk to an emergency operator on the other side. He sets you down gently on the couch and rushes into your shared kitchen. You let out a strangled sigh when he returns and wraps your arms with bandages and towels to stop you from bleeding as much. Managing to open your eyes you look at him sleepily to see his brown hues swirling with worry and fear as tears stain his cheeks. His bottom lip quivers when he notices you are looking at him and he takes your cold hand in his, giving it a comforting squeeze. After what seemed like seconds even though it was around 10 minutes the sound of sirens filled your ears and your boyfriend Taehyung stood up to go answer the door. Soon he was back at your side as paramedics surrounded you. His hand wrapped back around yours as they lifted you onto a gurney and started to deliver oxygen to you through a mask over your face. You felt a prick at your arm as the paramedics questioned Taehyung and an IV was attached to your arm from where you felt the prick. You were rolled out of the shared apartment with Taehyung following close behind. While you were loaded into the ambulance Taehyung had gotten into his car, ready to follow you on the way to the hospital. The last thing you saw was his worried eyes as they closed the doors behind you and you feel unconscious from blood loss.

I do not know if I should add a second part to this...I did write a bit of a continuation to it however and I would like a few opinions on to whether or not I should publish it. Please let me know in the comments~ -MiniJ