Fire meets gasoline

14. I just need to think

its been almost two weeks since i had left the hospital i been on bed rest which got annoying real fast cause everyone was up my ass, Xavier more then usual. I was currently in the game room, i got tired laying in bed so i decided to try to dance. i go through my phone and put on Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara. i decide to do easy moves so i wont re break my ribs, it was more ballet then street dance, being i only know a little ballet i decided to mix it in with a little street.

as i danced i felt a little pain but i just pushed through it.

"Eva" i heard a voice say which made me lose my balance trip and fall but before I fell I felt arms wrap around me. I looked up to see Xavier. his eyes connected with mine.

"You shouldn't be dancing you could hurt yourself again." He said standing me up i turned away from him and stepped away

"I can do what I want." I said I grabbed my phone and left.

"Eva." He called out coming after me and I kept walking before I get to the steps his hand reached my shoulder. I turned around and I faced him.

"What!" I snapped harshly.

"Can we talk?" He asked

"About what? Huh? What I'm the world do you and everyone else wants to talk about? Is it about when I got kidnapped beaten and got stuck in a bloody coma for two weeks! The fact that you and everyone else that I care about lied to me! Hell why did my stupid messed up parents send me here in the first place. They didn't even call when I was in the hospital. So I'm done with the drama and everything for one day" I yelled at him I felt tears leave my eyes. I turned around and started to walk up stairs

"Eva" He called again I heard his foot steps come up stairs I turned around and I faced him. His faced softened. Next thing I knew his lips were on mine. It took me a second to react but I kissed back. He then pulled away and looked me in the eye.

"I'm sorry Okay, I'm so very sorry that it happened to you, I thought if we stayed away they would leave you alone, but they knew how I felt. So they used it against me. I wished that it didn't happen to you. I would give up everything for you, cause I care about you more then you know. I'm sorry for what I did I should of handled it better, but I'm very sorry, now if it's space that you need I'll give you space and time to think. I love you Eva. I love you!" He said I saw the hurt, the pain in his eyes. I saw he was about to cry but next thing I knew I was left on the stairs trying to process what just happened.

I entered my room and i shut my door i then laid on my bed i sighed as i stared up at the ceiling. maybe i should of left, i shouldn't have written that letter i would have been home now. i wouldn't be in the condition i am in now. sometimes i miss my parents. i really miss my brother the most. me and him got along so well. i then picked up my phone and decided to give him a call.

"Hello?" he said

"hey its Eva" i said

"Oh. my.god! Eva how-"

"he can't talk now Eva hes busy." i heard a deep cold voice come through my phone

"dad" i whisper

"he has no time to talk your just distracting him..don't ever call back if it isn't ness-"

"a distraction am i'm sure you got Lucy's text message and calls about me being in the hospital"

"that was your own fault-"

"you never cared, you never cared about me you or mum you guys are poor accuses for parent's you knew i didn't care for the family business neither does Ethan yet you still push. you want people to think your parent's of the year but news flash you aren't i could have died and you wouldn't have cared.-"

"watch your tone young lady im still your father-"

"you lost the right of me calling you father." i yelled cutting him off

"your a poor accuse for a daughter." he said

"fuck you i hate you and mum!" i said then hung up i slam my phone down on my bed.

that is the last time i ever try to make peace with my family and to see how they are doing. i suddenly heard noise coming from outside my window i got up and looked i saw it was raining out. i didn't even notice it was raining, it was raining pretty hard. i always loved the rain it eased my mind when i was angry or stressed it always put me at ease. i grabbed my phone and guitar and i walked outside and sat on the porch in our back yard it was covered so i wasn't sitting in the rain. i then started to play stone Cold by Demi Lovato. i felt tears roll down my eyes as i sang.

im so confused...

he nice to me, then is mean to me, nice to me again,then is mean to me again, i go to leave and he his nice to me, i am kidnapped and turns out him,my friends and family are in a gang. then he tells me he loves me but will give me space. i just don't get it. do my parents know that Lucy is in a gang if so why send me to live with her.

maybe i overreacted.

maybe it's time to start getting answers....

why did this all happen....

i should of just focused on taking on the business maybe i wouldn't be in this mess....

hey guys new chapter!!!

Xavier told her he loves her!!! how do you feel about that!!!

was she overreacting?

should she start asking the questions that is floating through her mind!

well read to find out in the next chapter

P.s sorry if its a bit slow buuuut more will happen in the next chapter

Let's cheers to a new year!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE LET 2K18 BE THE BEST YEAR FOR YOU ALL