Young and Dumb》•Logan Paul•

15

I woke up at 6am. I am meeting the boys, then we all are getting onto separate flights home.

I went outside and got an uber because I don't want to leave my car there.

I went in and seen only Jonah posted up on the wall with his stuff.

"Hey you ready to see our disfunctional family" I laughed

"Yup so ready" he laughed as we walked to get checked

We boarded the plane and sat down, I am just going to sleep the entire thing.

I covered up with my fuzzy white blanket.

I woke up.

"We are now landing in Minneapolis, Minnesota" the guy said

I woke J up.

"Bro we are here" I smiled

Today is Thanksgiving. It is 9am.

We got into our Taxi and went to my old apartment for my Cadillac.

We transfered our stuff and surprisingly it was not too snowy, we got in and went to Stillwater.

We drove in silence and then he turned the new EP onto the Bluetooth.

He sang along as I listened because this is all new to me.

I pulled up into the driveway and then a baby Lab came to great us.

"Oh my god he's so cute" I lifted him up

"His name is Sawyer they got him a couple days ago" he smiled

We went inside and his mom came to great us as we took our stuff off and settled in.

"Hey mum, what is up" I smiled as I hugged her. Yes I call J's mom mum. I have known her for ages

"Nothing much" she smiled as she went back to the kitchen to cook

Me and Jonah went into the kitchen and my mom came and hugged me.

"Hey hun how are you" she smiled

"Good" I smiled

"So what happened between yo uh and your brother" she asked

Nice job.

"Well, nothing" I shrugged as I walked over to Jonah

"RUN" I yelled as I went outside to the giant backyard

I ran around, my feet hit the cold soil as I ran over the small hills.

Jonah came and chased me around, then he knocked me onto the ground.

I started to laugh.

"NO I'M THE OLDER ONE" I rolled on top of him

"I'M BETTER" he laughed

I got up and went inside and plopped onto the carpet.

"Okay I'm gonna go to Target for shopping" I said as I got ready to leave.

"You are already done with us" mom smiled

I shrugged as I went outside

I lied. I'm not going to Target. I'm going to see Alexis.

I drove to the apartment.

I got out ready to surprise the crap out of her.

I go to the apartment door, with my key.

I open the door, and the place is trashed. Broken plates, random things scattered everywhere, I go into my room because that is the first room in the hall.

I opened the door, my mirror is shattered, mattress on the floor with a black throw blanked and my giant bears are laying there, with stuffing everywhere.

My throat starts to hurt, I really don't want to cry, but what happened.

I go to the bathroom. Oh dear. I cover my mouth with my hands hoping this is not real.

THIS MEANS DRUGS STOP READING HEAR, CONTINUE AT RISK.

The mirror is opened and it was filled with orange bottles most empty some full.

I close the door with fear of her room.

I opened the door to her room, I see her laying on her bed, still, her hair was tangled and greasy, her face pail.

I froze. Just looking at her. I went to her phone which was beside her, it had a sticky note.

Mickey, I know you came, you are the only one who would, whole story is in my phone.

I love you.

Alexis Longwood.

No. No..no.

I unlocked her phone and went to her camrea roll.

I clicked the last video.

"Hey Michaela Oakley, let me start of by saying, I got hurt, I don't know what happened I got a boyfriend right after you left for LA the first time and I never told you. He made me, made me try well drugs. I said yes. And god, god that was addictive. It was venomous. I could not stop I cried, everytime I tried too." He voice got shakey in the video "I don't know if I die or not, but if I do. I love you, and god, Logan loves you so much. You have no idea, he would not stop talking to you. I would love to go to your wedding" she wiped teats out from under her eyes "he loves you so much, and please trust me, he won't hurt you. I love you so f*ckin much Mickey, I wish I had a dream that would make me live. But I wish you good luck. Tell my family, I did what was best. I will miss you and Jonah so much, please don't feel bad. I love you, Logan loves you Jonah and the boys love you. You are a lucky person. Good luck bud, I thank you for your part in my journey, you sure made it special. And good byes are not forever, or the end, it's a I will miss you till we meet again." She smiled a little "this is Alexis Longwood signing off, until next time partner" she nodded as she stopped the video.

I look at her body laying there, beside me.

"Oh Alexis" I sighed

I called 911 for them to come and get her.

Meanwhile I sat beside her, crying.

I held her cold motionless hand.

I heard them pull up, I took her phone into my pocket.

"Until next time partner" I watched them bring her to the ambulance.

I got into the Cadillac, and went onto her phone again.

There was another video.

"Hey Mickey, I just wanted to tell you something, so in my closet there is a brown bag, go get it and don't open it until you with Jonah, and then a blue one do that with Logan, and the white one is for you okay, okay. I love you. See you soon. Not good bye." She said weakly

I ran back in and grabbed the bags.

I went back out and drove away back to Jonahs.

I pulled up, I seen Jonah watch me out the window.

I took the giant white bag and went to the back yard and sat right in the middle.