After everything I got a message from mine and jon's friend adam. He was telling me how Jon did exactly the same to him, I thought to myself that I wasnt alone after all, that I actually have someone there for me apart from my friend jess.
So we talked a lot after that, we talked about how Jon changed from bad to good to whatever is happening to us now.
We talk about how amazing playing games and having a laugh on Xbox was and that we wish we went back to that.
We talk about my little girl.
He helps me with my depression.
He wants to help fix what Jon destroyed.
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Everything seems ok now I have Adam, but there is always a part of me that misses Jon. I guess there always will be. Hopefully everything turns out ok.
