You are my art.

I'll be here

My dear, here you are.
I saw you get hurt.
I saw what happened.
I saw what you did.
I saw you try.
I saw you try to fight back the storm.
Oh how hard you tried.
Darling I can see.
I see past your bad attitude.
I can see what no one else can see.
I can see in your eyes the cries for help.
My dear you might deny it all, but I've seen every moment of your struggle.
I know you're tired.
My love, I know you are weak.
I know you say you're not.
I know you can withstand the greatest storm.
In a way you have become strong.
That nothing anyone does can scar your heart.
But in you, I can see the young girl who once hopped for a eternal smile.
She's now the one who can't seem to find the slightest joy.
In you, I see a young girl, who was stabbed with no mercy.
You push away the good souls because you don't want anyone back in.
You refuse to be hurt again.
You refuse to admit you're broken.
You refuse to face the pain you hide from everyone and even yourself.
You refuse to be weak.
But my dear, I know you can't take it anymore.

I know you planned to go.
You thought of it many times before.
I know you wish for all this to stop.
That you can't take it anymore.
But my love, my dear, my beloved joy... I see you still have will to hang on. My dearest, I am right here. I will sustain your broken heart. I will take out the thorns and mend the open wounds. I will never harm you, I will lift you beyond all your pain.
I know it seems doubtful and you May not believe me, but I extend my hand to you my beloved pride and joy. I extend my hands not to lift you and let you fall, but to make you rise and shine brighter then my sun. Your heart shines brighter to me then all the stars. You matter more to me then anything else, and I will give you the love this horrible storm has taken from you. If you allow me In to your heart, I will care for you like no one else. I have given you free will my love, and the choice is yours and yours alone. If you decide not to let me in, I will be here waiting for you when you are ready. I'll always be waiting for you my dearly beloved.

Love-Your true love from heaven